Kevin is gone :'(

So, kevin is banning himself from the calc community because he sets up too many lame-o petitions. This is a lame-o petition to get him back. (yays irony) Anyways, sign it and stuff and show that we think that's a lame-o reason to leave. We like our xlibman! Be happy! Lot of people want you to stay! http://www.petitionspot.com/petitions/xlibman

Kinda what he said, just I'm not leaving, and I don't think I pissed you off, but yeah, don't leave.

I think this is stupid. Kevin, come back!

kevin, come, join us on the dark side!

Hate to see you go man, but do as you wish

please don't leave

Someone un-ban him

Kevin you're a very important member of our small community, you contributed a lot, including with Omnimaga which brought lots of people with the common hobby of calc programming together. You also supported all of us into pursuing our projects, and we'd all hate to see someone like you leave.

- Alex

Kevin asked me to only unban him until he emailed/pm'ed me to do so. I plan on respecting his wishes for now...

ok, if that is his wish

I cannot imagine Omnimaga without Kevin.

Please reconsider Kevin

Guys, for those who didn't knew what happened let me tell you.

A few days ago I started the jpez and krnohj or whatever how its spelled petition. However it was unintentional. Over the months I ended up overeacting more and more to stuff that happened to the community, and I end up losing control of myself, doing stuff out of my control. This is killing me. To end all this yesterday I decided to ban myself from the Omnimaga forums. No more admin CP access, no more posting and moderator powers. I was about to delete the whole forum, so I prefered to do something to stop me from deleting the whole forums or doing anymore fuss in the community. I didn't wanted to ban myself and leave, but I thought I had no other choice. I even asked tifreak8x to promise me to not unban me until I feel like it.

This is what happened. As there is very good people on this forum, most ppl wanted me back, signed the petition spengo started to convince me to come back. I fear that I have lost, am losing or will lose members and staff with all the fuss I caused here in the past month (like kalan, who announced his retirement to me on IRC earlier, and some other staff who considered leaving). I understand your decision for leaving and I am sorry to see you go, you have been great asset to the team or the forums, were awesome ppl, I am glad I knew you. We will miss you over there.

I have to say I am very sorry for having caused this. Also sorry for all the fuss I caused in the community with my endless whining about small stuff and making huge things about it. I wish nothing of this happened. This include my spamming on Calcgames, my Kerm bashing petition I posted on every forums I visited back then, jpez petition, the several forum shut downs over here (except the april fools joke). This made most of you upset, as well as other forums members. Again sorry for all this.

Now I am back, however it will not be the same again. I am leaving the rest of the TI community, meaning you'll never see me again on other forums and IRC channels. By that I mean also visiting. I want my overeacting to stop as much as possible, so to prevent me from risking of seeing something that will make me upset, I have no other choice but to leave every other places. I will no longer visit maxcoderz, revsoft, cemetech, UTI, etc. I might still go to rivereye and tifreakware besides Omnimaga and #omnimaga, but that will be about it. I am tired of causing grief to ppl with my never ending depression about this stuff. This have reached the point where staff decide to retire. Now I want to start new, and only focus on Omnimaga, and try to build a new and Nice ti community.

Again sorry for everything

Phew...
At least we know the why now...

Everyone has a personality.. To not lose it, it has to be lived!
At least thatīs my philosophical point of view ^^

Itīs good to know youīre back

*Spellshaper hugs Kevin

As long as you don't leave the IRC & forums forever, I won't leave. *gives kevin an enormous hug*

Because I posted my post above in the news of today, I'll close this topic so we move the discussion here instead http://omnimaga.dyndns.org/index.php?showtopic=1550