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Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterdayIt was still hard for Harper to trust Marcus after everything they had been through. She was slowly but surely getting to that point but she was still iffy about it. There was no denying that she loved him with her entire heart and that she wanted to be with him for the rest of her life. Only sometimes did she find herself scared that he would leave her again. Now that she was pregnant with his child again, she was more scared than ever and she needed him to prove to her that this time would be different than before. "I want you to be mine forever," she said softly, reaching up to wipe more tears off of her rosy cheeks. Although she was completely exhausted, she carefully climbed into Marcus' lap and wrapped her arms around his neck. Harper buried her head in the crook of his neck and continued to cry until she couldn't cry anymore. Her hormones and emotions had been fucking her up as of lately and all she wanted was comfort from him right now.Silence took over the room for what felt like hours. Harper lifted her head up and looked Marcus in the eyes with an emotionless face. "You're my soul mate," she said before closing her eyes. "I want to be with you for the rest of my life and you know that. It's going to be hard for me but I'm willing to try, okay? I have to get over this eventually or there's no point in even progressing with our relationship." Biting down on her bottom lip, she quickly wiped away the rest of her tears before opening her eyes again. "The only way I can do this is with your help." Leaning her face down in front of his, Harper gently pressed their lips together and pulled away. The amount of love she had for him continued to grow with each day and she couldn't give up just yet. TAG: MARCUS, OUTFIT: PAJAMAS, NOTES: BABY TIME!

secrets--------------------------------------------------------------"Then you got me forever, babe." Marcus wasn't leaving Harper anytime soon, he just didn't understand why she couldn't get it. He loves her more than anything, and even though he messed up in the past. There was no way that he was going to make that mistake again, especially since she was pregnant. He had a kid on the way, and there was no way that he would let he or she live without a father. After Harper was in his lap, he wrapped his arms around her. When she began to sob into his neck, he rubbed her back to calm her down. "Shh, baby. It's okay." After her long cry, the room turned silent. He listened to her speak, and felt the exact same way. Harper just had to trust that he did, and he knew that he had to work for it. "I will. I promise you, I will." He told her before their lips locked. If she wanted him to help her, he would. Marcus would do anything to gain Harper's trust back. "I love you so much, and I just want you to see that."OUTFIT: HERE / WORDS: xxx / THANKS

Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterdayThe fact that Marcus had wrapped his arms around her and allowed her to let all of her emotions out brought a small smile to Harper's face. It was times like these that meant the most to her. It felt good to know that he was willing to help her get through her downfall and prove to her that he was going to be there for her no matter what. "I love you too," she said softly, pressing her forehead gently against his. "I do see it, Marcus. I've seen it for a long time. It's just that there are some things that will take me a little while to get over." Admitting that to him had to be one of the hardest things she'd ever done but he deserved to know the truth. Harper was going to try everything she could to make their relationship last as long as he would do the same. Together, they could work as a team to get over trust issues and any other obstacles that may cross their path.A lack of a good night sleep was beginning to take over Harper's body and she yawned, laying her head back down on Marcus' shoulder once she was done. "I'm so sleepy," she said, giving his neck a few soft pecks before climbing off of him and getting back under the covers on her side of the bed. Now that she was pregnant, she'd been sleeping more than usual and she often found herself with a loss of energy. Right now, all she wanted to do was cuddle up with her boyfriend and go to sleep. "Baby, come here." She pulled back the covers on his side and waited impatiently for him to be right next to her. As soon as he was, she got as close to him as she physically could before closing her eyes. "Do you want a boy or a girl?"TAG: MARCUS, OUTFIT: PAJAMAS, NOTES: BABY TIME!

secrets--------------------------------------------------------------Marcus nodded when she said that it would take her a while to get over some things. He wished that she could have gotten over them soon, so they could get past all of this but he knew she needed his help to get over them. Whatever she wanted him to do, he would do it to help her. He loved her with all of his heart, and he never wanted to let him go so he would do anything for her. "Me too, baby." After being at the club for a couple of hours, and having this discussion with Harper, he was exhausted. Once she was in the bed, he moved underneath the covers to join her. Marcus wrapped his arms around her, comfortably. He could easily fall asleep like this. "I want a boy, so I could teach him how to play football," if it was a boy, he wanted him to grow up to be just like him but honestly he didn't care what the gender was. He only wanted the baby to be healthy. "What about you babe?"OUTFIT: HERE / WORDS: xxx / THANKS

Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterdayA small smile crossed over Harper's face at the thought of Marcus teaching their son how to play football. Since his career was over, she visioned him coaching his team and being as involved as he possibly could. She couldn't wait to find out the gender so that they could begin planning decor for the nursery and picking out a name. There were so many things that she was excited for now that she was one hundred percent sure that he wouldn't leave her. Life was going to be so much simpler now and she absolutely could not wait until the arrival of their child."I want a boy, too," she said. Harper opened her eyes and looked up at Marcus with the same smile still plastered onto her face. "I think we're going to make the cutest babies. I've always thought so." When it all came down to it, she truly didn't care what the gender of their baby was. As long as he or she was born one hundred percent healthy, she would be happy. Only a few weeks stood between her and finding out the gender, which meant that she would be shopping for him or her up until the day he or she was born. This baby was going to be beyond spoiled and Harper had to make a point to tell Marcus. "He's going to have everything he wants," she said with a giggle, referring to the baby as a boy. Especially after her previous miscarriage, she was going to be extremely careful in order to carry this baby full term.TAG: MARCUS, OUTFIT: PAJAMAS, NOTES: BABY TIME!

secrets--------------------------------------------------------------Marcus couldn't wait for Harper to have the baby, he knew he was going to be as involved in his or she's life as he could. The baby was going to be spoiled on his end, especially since she had a miscarriage with their first. He wanted to treat their child as good as he would've treated their first. When she said she wanted a boy too, he smiled. He wanted to teach their son all about football and of course other sports as well. "I think so too, babe." He didn't want anything bad to happen to this baby like the last one. Marcus was going to try to make sure that Harper was as relaxed as she needed to be throughout the whole pregnancy. He chuckled when she said that he was going to have everything he wanted, because they basically had the same thoughts. "He's gonna be so spoiled."OUTFIT: HERE / WORDS: xxx / THANKS

Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday"I have an appointment in a few weeks," Harper said excitedly. "It's when I get to find out the gender. You're going to be there, right?" After the way Marcus reacted to her first pregnancy, she expected it to go worse than it did this time around. Fortunately enough for her, he seemed happy. She could only hope that things stayed like this for them and that their baby was healthy at the next ultrasound.Closing her eyes again, Harper yawned and softly ran her nails up and down Marcus' back. "I don't know if I can stay awake much longer baby," she whispered. She knew that soon enough, she'd be asleep and it'd be morning before she knew it. They had a day of traveling ahead of them and she needed to get some rest for both herself and the baby. "I love you. We'll talk more tomorrow, okay?" Leaning forward, she pecked his lips before resting her head on the pillow beside his again.TAG: MARCUS, OUTFIT: PAJAMAS, NOTES: BABY TIME!

secrets--------------------------------------------------------------"Of course I am, babe." He said with a smile, he was going to try to make every appointment that she had. Marcus wasn't going to mess anything up this time, he was going to be with Harper every step of the way. "You and me both." Even though Harper needed the sleep more than he did, Marcus was tired as well. They had a long day ahead of them and with her pregnant, she needed her rest more than anything right now. "I love you too, babe." He pecked her lips back, before moving towards his pillow as well as his eyes closed.OUTFIT: HERE / WORDS: xxx / THANKS