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She stood there, her eyes at the counter in her bathroom. This was really happening. It was all happening. She knew the consequences. She wasn't upset or scared. A bit shocked, but that was all. She knew how she felt about this, but she didn't know how he felt about this. She licked her lips, raking her fingers through her hair waiting for him to come. Her parents weren't there, thank God. She knew that he wouldn't step foot back in her house if her parents were there. Her little brother was knocked out sleep in his room.
<p>After that unfortunate dinner at her house, there was a bit tension between her and her parents, mostly her father. She didn't know where she stood with him, but right now, she didn't want to speak with him. She sighed heavily, closing her eyes as she heard the doorbell. She pulled herself away, walking out of the room. Jogging down the steps, she made her way to the door. Not even asking or looking to see who was at her door, she opened it, seeing him.
<p> She smiled at him, feeling her body relax. "Hey," She moved out of the way, letting him come in. She closed the door behind them, reaching for his hand. She leaned in, placing her lips against his. Her hand rest against his cheek before pulling away. Her heart raced but kept telling herself to relax. She knew that everything was going to be all right. She had nothing to worry about it.
<p>"C'mon," she grabbed his hand, making their way up to her bedroom. She didn't have anything to say. Since what she was getting ready to show him, she didn't have to say anything. They stepped into the bathroom, and she pulled away, resting against the counter. Her eyes ventured down at the application before flickering back at him. She bit down on her bottom lip, waiting for his reaction.
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He absolutely dreaded going over to his girlfriend’s house. Ever since that commentary from her father, he really didn’t care about stepping foot in the household of the Acosta family ever again. He probably should just brush it off and move off but for some reason he still didn’t get over it. When James wanted him for an appearance over there, he couldn’t help but roll his eyes at the thought. He decided that it’d be pointless to put up a fight about wanting to meet her elsewhere and soon found himself in his truck heading to her place. <p>

The dinner was a complete disaster and he couldn’t help but wonder if her parents sat her down trying to get her to change his mind about him. He knew his behavior wasn’t the best that night and he was still iffy on the whole move into my beach house thing. He sighed heavily pulling into her driveway and getting out ringing the bell. “Hey.” Jayden returned the smile seeing her move aside allowing him to walk in.<p>

He returned the kiss and followed her up the stairs with many thoughts clouding his head. For some reason he was nervous about what she wanted him over for. Instead of going straight for her bed, he continuing following her into the bathroom. Everything hit him like a tons of bricks when her eyes looked at him then at the applicator on the counter. He rolled his eyes at the silence grabbing the box reading the back of it then looking at the application again before tossing it in the trash. <p>


His hands covered his face and slowly rubbed down it sighing heavily. Of course it was such a fabulous time to have a child at nineteen. He knew what he told her before and he was going to stay true to what he said but as far as being ready then that was a joke in itself. “It’s fine, I trust you. I mean it’s okay if you and my dad don’t like each other. Oh Jayden! Let’s play malibu barbie and move in a beach house! Wait...that’s not all baby. We’re expecting a child at only nineteen and eighteen years old. Isn’t that just ah-mazing.” He spoke in a high pitched voice clasping his hands together with every bit of sarcasm in every word. <p>


He wasn’t putting in any blame on her but he had too many emotions going on at this point. His eyes glossed over and he went to a bare wall sliding down it bringing his legs to his chest. Being emotional over it wasn’t intended but he couldn’t help but cry to keep from wanting to yell at the world. Looking up with the tears still rolling, he pushed himself up and started pacing. “It hasn’t even been a year.’ He groaned running his hands through his hair. <p>

He paused looking down at the floor. He bite the inside of his cheek unsure of what to say at this point. His head was starting to hurt and he hated the fact she even witnessed him in such a state. “It hasn’t even been a year worth of dating and we already have the biggest chapter of our lives. We’re both at fault more so me and yeah, I always wanted a mini version of myself but at this age, in terms of a sibling not a biological child. I don’t believe in abortion and I wouldn’t dare try adoption. It’ll be the most difficult thing but...I don’t know. We’ll just have to deal with it and hope we have a support system but just the two of us? Hell it won’t work.” He whispered. Finally he looked at her but kept his distance. <p>

All they needed was faith and when you fall the hardest then you find how strong you are. “You know what they say. We wouldn’t be put in this position if we couldn’t handle it.” He cleared his throat shrugging his shoulders lightly. The process of being a young father was being repeated. He knew that his dad was going to hate every single moment of it but at the end of the day be supportive. “I love you and we’ll be okay.” He assured.
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The silence between the two of them was driving her insane. She wanted him to at least say something to her. Anything. Her eyes watched him as he read the back of the box and then looked at the applicator. She sighed softly, ready to open her mouth to speak, only to stop. He started to speak, only for her to frown at everything that fell from his lips. "Jay..." She tried to get in but it went on deaf ears.
<p>She lowered her head, looking down at her feet. What just happened? She wasn't expecting him to go off like that. She brought her head back up, seeing his back against the wall. She bit down on her bottom lip, just thinking that this was going to be easy, but it threw her in a different direction. She felt like she should be the one acting the way he was, but she wasn't. She was actually calm about it all. Shocked, yes, but calm. The next moment took her by surprise. Fresh tears trickling down his cheek.
<P>This was a first for her. She never saw him like this. She wanted to go over to him, wrap her arms around him, but she stood in the same spot. She didn't know why in her mind, thinking that this would be somewhat of a happy moment. She was eighteen, he was nineteen, thinking that this chapter of their life would be coming this soon. It was something that threw a wrench in everything. His life, him wanting to go to college and do what he wanted and her comeback career was going to be placed on hold. At this moment, she didn't want to think about any of it. She wanted to know where he stood with this. She knew what she wanted.
<p> It was several months for them to be together. Several. Things happen fast and unexpected. She didn't even know how her parents were going to react to the fact that she was pregnant by a guy that they barely knew. She knew that she wouldn't hear the end of it. It was something that she didn't even want to deal with at the moment. But she knew it would happen sooner or later.
<p> She brought her hand up, pushing her hair back. A tear trickled down her cheek, quickly wiping it away. She wasn't going to cry. It wasn't going to change anything. She heard him ramble on, happy to hear him say no to abortion and adoption. She already did that once to herself, and she wasn't going to let it repeat itself. Her head still hung low but once and a while glance up at him.
<p> She ran her tongue over the corner of her mouth before looking at him. She let her hands move away from the counter, standing up. She made her way over to him. She didn't like the distance between the two of them. "I knew the consequences from that night. I knew this would be a possibility." Her hand reached for his, lacing her fingers with his. "I'm nervous, a bit shocked, but I'm not scared." She shook her head. "And like you said...We'll be okay, and I love you." She gave him a small smile, her other hand coming up wiping away what was left of his tears. Feeling another tear trickle down her cheek. She didn't like this feeling. She wasn't used to it, but things change.
<p>She took a step closer, resting her forehead against his. "I'm stuck with you."
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Emotions. He hated showing emotion especially being that this was the first time she ever witnessed him in such a state. He knew that it was bound to happen but for some reason he hoped that he was wrong. A baby right now was the worst timing ever. He was actually pissed off himself now for even crying and being well dramatic. <p>

The roles were completely reversed when it came to their reactions and he absolutely hated it. His brown orbs focused on the tiled floor unsure of what to say. He looked up hearing her speak on knowing consequences and come fourth taking his hand. James had a point because he knew the consequences as well. Now that it was reality, he couldn’t help but cry showing off his sensitive side. <p>

He licked his lips nodding slowly taking in everything that she was saying to him. He was emotionless on the topic not even knowing what to feel. Jayden knew he wasn’t scared either because he knew what he had been stated and that was to be a young dad. Why the hell wasn’t he excited over this? He was confused. She finally got him to really pay attention and he went from a blank expression to giving him a small smile.<p>

“I guess this would be the perfect reason to move in with you.” He whispered. He looked at her seeing her hand come up wiping a tear from his face. He looked down and away getting embarrassed at the fact she did that. “Let’s just forget that whole crying episode didn’t happen.” He commented playing with her hands. He chuckled lightly looking up and felt her forehead pressed up against his. <p>

His eyebrow arched up at her comment of being stuck with her. He frowned and groaned pulling away from her. “I was hoping to be spared of being stuck with you.” He twisted up his face trying not to laugh. His tongue rested in between his teeth and he laughed pulling her in for a hug. He hugged her tightly kissing the top of her forehead. <p>

The reaction of their parents did make him nervous but it was more so her parents then his. “Looks like your parents will be forced to get to know me this time...fun.” Jayden mumbled. He pulled back taking her hand leading her out of her room. He sat carefully on the banister and slide down jumping off near the bottom. “How do you think your parents will react to the news?” He bowed walking towards her kitchen shaking her head at the times he was in there. Grabbing an green apple from the bowl, he cleaned it off and bit into it.
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She smiled, seeing a small smile grace across her lips. At least she knew that he was okay now. She didn't know how this was all gonna end, but everything was okay again. She nodded, agreeing with him that he would move in with her. She knew that it wasn't that he didn't want to do in the first place, but this was for the baby. She wasn't mad at that. Why would she be? She was happy that he was going to now. It was going to be something to adjust to, but they were going to manage. <p>
She laughed lightly, him wanting her to forget what she saw. He cried, so what. She knew that he had a sensitive side to him. She was going to make fun of him or even judge him for it. It was okay to her. It was way of expressing the way he felt. She ran her thumb over his knuckles, sighing softly. She closed her eyes before flickering open to look at him. She bit down on her bottom lip, her eyebrows knitting together as he groaned and pulled away from her. She ran her hand up her right arm as she watched him and heard his words. She glared at him playfully before he wrapped his arms around her, laughing. Her arms were around his waist, sighing contently, feeling his lips against her forehead. <P>
She frowned, hearing the comment about her parents. It was something that she knew that they would have to deal with eventually. She didn't want to deal with it right now. They weren't the issue at the moment. It was her and him. She would deal with it later. She already knew that it was going to be difficult to talk to them about this, but it was something she was willing to deal with it. She felt him pull away from her before they left her room. She shook her head, smiling watching him slide down the banister. Making her way down the steps, she followed him into the kitchen. She smiled as they stepped in the kitchen, remembering the fun night they shared on his birthday and then the dreadful dinner that they had to endure, but that good memory outweighed the bad one.
<p> She shrugged her shoulders, lifting herself up onto the counter. “I don't know.” She looked down, running her tongue over her bottom lip. “My mother would be thrilled...Maybe. My father,” she chuckled humorlessly, shaking her head. “It could either go two ways...He's gonna accept the fact that this is his grandchild, and you're a major part of my life that I'm not letting go or just disown me all together.” She glanced up at him before looking down. “This already happened once before. I know he'll love to go through this again.” She commented, swinging her feet slightly. It was something that she hated talking about, but he wanted to, she would just for him. <p>
It was crazy for her to be going through this scenario again, but this time around, she wanted the baby, she wanted to be a mother and show her unborn child unconditionally love. And she had him. She wasn't alone. He was going to be with her, every step of the way. She looked up, hearing her name. She sighed softly, hearing her little brother's voice. “In the kitchen J.” She turned away before looking back at Jayden. “How's your dad gonna take it?” She didn't know how his dad was going to feel about his nineteen year old son having a baby with his eighteen year old girlfriend. It was always a parent's nightmare to find out their child becoming a parent at such a young age. <p>
She smiled, seeing Jonathan coming into the kitchen. “Hey kiddo.” She leaned down, lifting up and sitting on her lap. She kissed the top of his head, wrapping her arms around him. Jonathan waved at Jayden, resting his head against her chest. She squeezed him tight before letting him go. “I promise you, he can keep a secret.” She looked down at him, already falling asleep again in her arms.
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His cheeks filled with the apple that he crunched on listening to her speak. He understood that you can’t predict the future and he expected that she wouldn’t know. That was totally fine by him because he wasn’t sure how his dad would react either. He listened as James began to tell him how she supposed her mother and father would react to the news. Jayden was shocked to hear his girlfriend say that her mother might be thrilled over it. <p>

Most mothers would be but knowing it was before her twenties? He didn’t see what thrill she could possibly have unless she wanted another baby around. He continued listening finishing off the apple only wanting another one. He went to the sink and washed off another one tossing the other one in the trash. He bit into it as she talked about her father. Mr. Acosta on the other hand would probably want to kill his ass for bringing a child into the world with his daughter. He knew that she was still considered his little girl in his eyes and she probably shouldn’t be loving any other man but him. <p>

He swallowed a piece of the fruit just in term to be questioned by her. It was now his turn to figure out how his father would react. Jayden was well aware that his father had him around this age and they had this conversation during their whole sex talk when he was a pre-teen. His father didn’t want him getting pressured into having sex at an early age. They had an open relationship thankfully and he knew that whatever the issue was, his father would be supportive. “He might not be okay with it but he’d be supportive. He had me around this age and look how I turned out? I think it’s all about how we raised our child. I don’t think he’ll go crazy. He might be more understanding because he was once in this position.” He started off. <p>

Jonathan’s voice could be heard from a distance calling out for James. This was what he was afraid of, her brother coming in during a discussion like this. He really didn’t want him to find out so quickly. He watched the interaction between the two and her kiss his forehead. He finished off his second apple and tossed the remains in the trash. <p>


“Like I was saying, he’d be understanding. He wouldn’t exactly want the cycle repeated though. We’ve been safe this whole time. I’m sure he knew we’d have s- alone time overseas.” He caught himself. Jayden heard her speak up stating that she promised her brother could keep a secret. “Yeah okay.” He spoke in a dry tone. He wasn’t exactly comfortable sharing that piece of information with the younger sibling. “He might be so excited that he ends up telling.” He shook his head. <p>


Jayden figured the best solution was to wait until they were all gathered in a room and they could all freak out together. It was less tension on the both of them. “Here. I’ll take him upstairs.” He took him from her taking him upstairs to his room getting him settled for sleep. He closed the door half way behind him and ran down the steps again going back into the kitchen. Finding himself in between her legs, he pressed his lips against her lips and moved to take in her beauty. “I’m certain that our child will look like you.” He smiled. <p>

That felt so weird for him to say. He didn’t even realized he smiled until after the fact, for some reason he was happy with this. He knew that he wasn’t suppose to question God and he wasn’t about to now. “Mixed ass. Well at least they will have flawless hair thanks to me not you.” He grinned running his hand through his mane. He messed it up a little and snaked his arm around her waist tucking his other underneath her legs taking her from the counter to the couch. “Hm. Maybe we shouldn’t sit here. Lord knows what happened last time we were on a couch.” He licked his lips shaking his head at the memory.
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James rocked a little with Jonathan in her arms as she listened to him talk about his dad and what he would think of this whole situation. She was a bit nervous on knowing what his dad would think or say about her being pregnant by his nineteen year old son. She always liked his dad. He seemed pretty cool, but not a person you would want to piss off. He was completely different from her father. <p>
She rolled her eyes at his tone. She knew her little brother and knew he could easily keep a secret, but this secret was something that they needed to keep between the two of them at this moment until the time was right to let the whole family know that she was going to be a mommy in the next nine months. It was something that she was a little scared about since the last time, but she knew that she would be all right and in good hands, so she really didn't have anything to be scared about. She nodded, letting Jayden take a brother back up to his room. She raked her fingers through her hair, licking her lips. She smiled to herself, actually happy about this ordeal. <p>It was crazy how the day started. A few emotions were thrown into the mix, but everything turned out all right. The only thing that was standing in their way (kinda) was her parents. She knew that they would have a lot to say about all of this, especially her father. She knew that her father and Jayden weren't not getting along, but hopefully thing would change when they announce that a baby was along the way. <p>
Yeah, soon for them, but it was still a blessing nonetheless. She wasn't going to groan and moan about this. She was genuinely happy that she was going to have his baby. Before she knew it, he was back downstairs and resting between her legs. She smiled against his lips, her legs holding him there. Opening her eyes to look back at him, her smile grew at the thought of their child looking like her. “But I want our baby to look like you.” She commented. She didn't matter who the baby look like, she already knew the baby was going be beautiful anyways. They were already talking about the future of their child and the news was still fresh. <p>
She rolled her eyes, smiling. “Yeah right, baby mama has the flawless hair. Thank you,” she swung her hair back dramatically, laughing lightly. She shrieked slightly, feeling her body being lifted and carried away. Her arms wrapped around him before her body resting on the couch. She smirked, shaking her head. “I blame that all on you. YOU started it, but it wouldn't hurt. We christening that one, but not this one. Not yet at least.” She smiled. Her already thinking about that day at his house, on the couch was pretty intense. A day she wouldn't forget.
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For dramatic effect, he scuffed and held his hand to his heart at her comment. “I did not! That is so rude of you to put the blame on me.” He glared at her. Of course he wasn’t serious and knew it was his fault. He couldn’t help himself but then again this was pretty normal for him. It wasn’t his fault that he was easily turned on by her good looks. It was a shame how beautiful she was that it was very hard to say no to anything that came out of her mouth. He wondered if it was the same way for him although he never asked for anything. <p>

He shook his head at when he had to clean up her mess. “Let’s remember who fucked up my pillows though.” He blinked with a blank expression. That entire scene was something he never expected. It caught him completely off guard and almost costed him his life if he banged his head against the table hard enough. By chance he missed it and he looked at her with a devilish smirk. <p>


His eyes went from the couch and back to her then he remembered her brother. “It sucks right now that you aren’t an only child. No offensive.” His lips curled into a frown. He wasn’t worried about what was going to happen in the next nine months. Though he still kind of had plans to leave for college. Although one of the many perks of Canada was the free health care which would be great. <p>

“Maybe we should hit up Canada for a while. I mean unlike you Americans, we have free health care. I don’t know just an idea for the time being.” He shrugged. Hell, he already knew her father would totally pass on that idea. This was definitely going to be a trying time for his patience. “Ugh. We’ll just start off with telling them and hopefully not wait to the last minute.” He sighed biting the corner of his lip. “Exciting but nerve wracking. You aren’t keeping me hostage here all day.” He eyed her pulling her close.</div><div style="width: 240px; height: 40px; background-color: black; font-family: calibri; color: white; overflow: auto; text-align: center; font-size: 10px; line-height: 90%; padding: 10px; border-left: 1px dotted white; ">

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She rolled her eyes, watching him overact over her comment. She laughed lightly as he glared at her. “Do not look at me like that. You know it's true.” She leaned over, pecking his lips. She sighed softly, resting back as they sat on the couch. It was nice that the day was going better than what it was before. The emotions were all out of the way, and they were back to being their normal selves again. <p>
“What?” She giggled before biting down on her bottom lip. “I couldn't help it. You got that good dick.” She smirked, glancing at him. She wasn't gonna lie. He knew how to handle her and then some. She needed someone like that, and he was it. Their sex was amazing and it made a big plus in their relationship. She watched the smirk across his lips, her bunching up her eyebrows. “What?” She pouted, hearing his comment about his brother. Yeah, he was cramping her style at the moment, but she didn't care. It was her and him at this moment on the couch, and he was asleep. Nothing was gonna happen...Right? She chewed on her lip before pulling her feet from his lap and bringing herself closer to him. <p>
She rested her head against his shoulder, listening to talk. Her going to Canada. She's been there a few times, but going with him would be completely different. She would be nervous at first, but she knew she would be okay. She licked her lips, nodding. She knew that eventually they would have to tell her parents. It's something that she didn't want to keep thinking about. She wanted to just tell them as soon as they were to walk in the door, but that was gonna be a while. And she wanted to do with him and not alone. <p>She smiled, feeling her body being pulled close to his. She sighed softly, looking up at him. “What if I asked you nicely to stay with me? Would you then or would I have to persuade you differently?” She leaned over, pressing her lips against his neck. Nipping at his skin, her hand rested against his chest. “Would you stay with me please?”
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He smirked hearing her sexual comment. It was so awkward hearing that even if it was from his girlfriend. He never really been complimented when it came to sex . Jayden took their sounds into consideration that he was doing at least an okay job. He folded his lip in and shrugged lightly kind of willing to agree. <p>

As for staying, he didn't want. He didn't know what time her parents would return. He did know that he didn't want to be around when they did. That caused less drama on his behalf. He looked out the corner of his eye seeing her head resting on his shoulder. <p>

He shook his head no to her question. He kind of wanted his own alone time to collect his thoughts. Jayden needed time to himself away from her place but she wanted him to stay. He wasn't going to give her what she wanted though. <p>

"I don't want anything James." He sighed. Lately his mood seemed to vary and he absoutely hated it. Either he was happy, horny or very annoyed and right now his attitude was obvious. He felt her lips on his neck figuring this was her way of getting him to stay. He played with his hands keeping focus on them. <p>

Jayden hated that she didn't get the concept of no. It annoyed him that she wanted things her way sometimes. He knew this pregnancy could make him happy or drive him up the fucking wall. He moved getting up and feeling for his keys. "No. I will not stay." He looked at her finally getting his keys together. <p>

He was coming across very standoffish and rude but he desperately needed to think. She didn't even seem the least bit worried about the situation. He sighed jiggling his keys in his hand leaning forth kissing her cheek. "I'll see you later. Call me if you seriously need anything other than my dick." He pressed his lips together. He left the living room and going out the front door to his truck.<p>

He unlocked his doors and slide inside the driver seat. Sticking the key into the ignition, he peeled out of the driveway and went down the street sighing heavily. He made a pit stop at the closet ice cream getting two scoops of different flavored ice cream in cups and smirked making his way back to her place. Jayden carefully shut his door and walked up to her door checking the lock realizing she never locked it. "You know. I could've been a mass murderer ready to kill everybody in this house." He spoke closing the door and walked further into the house going into the kitchen.</div><div style="width: 240px; height: 40px; background-color: black; font-family: calibri; color: white; overflow: auto; text-align: center; font-size: 10px; line-height: 90%; padding: 10px; border-left: 1px dotted white; ">

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She sighed softly, wondering why did his mood just change that instantly. She chewed on her bottom lip before pulling away from him and sitting up straight. He just seemed...annoyed, and she became annoyed herself with him. She didn't know why but the mood was definitely different and was over. She raked her fingers through her hair, placing her hands into her lap. He didn't want to stay as he stood up onto his feet. She nodded, looking down at her lap before looking up at him. <p>
Yeah, he was hit with big news and she wanted to just somewhat forget about it, but you just can't. She was pregnant and had to deal with the mood swings and whatever else that came along with it. She didn't even know how this was going to work out. She was moving out, he was moving in she hope that he was, and they were going to be one happy family. Right there, she knew that was lie as she thought about it. They were gonna be okay. That's all she kept telling herself, but now, it was throwing a wrench into what he wanted to do with his future, but something told her that this little slip up wasn't gonna stop him. <p>
He kissed her cheek, hearing his last comment made her roll her eyes. She didn't always want what was between his legs. It kinda pissed her off that he just assumed that. “Bye.” She muttered softly. And just like that, he was gone. She wasn't chasing after him. If he wanted to leave, then he could go. She wasn't gonna stop him. Besides, she didn't want matters to become worse. This would give her some time to think to what was actually going on.
<p> She brought her legs underneath her, sitting on the couch. She rested her hands against her stomach. Now full and toned until the baby started to develop and it would become rounder. She felt a tear trickle down her cheek, wiping it away. “Pregnant,” she spoke softly. She wrapped her arms around herself, staring off, becoming lost in her thoughts. <P>The tears started to fall as everything started to come together. A mother at the age of eighteen. Yeah, she was good financial, but that wasn't the case. She was gonna need support from the one's that she loved, especially from Jayden. She kept repeating to herself that they were going to be okay. She just hope that was she was telling herself was the truth. <p>
She jumped, hearing his voice again. She thought that he was gone. She heard him leave, but now he was back. She got up from the couch, wiping her face as she made her way to the kitchen. She saw him, with ice cream. She bit down on her lip, running her hand up her arm. “I thought you were going home?” She questioned but continued on to say. "But I-I'm glad that you came back..." She was happy that he was there, but then a little bit of her wish he left. Mean what you say and say what you mean right? She wasn't going to get all to it and just let herself enjoy that he decided to come back.
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Jayden saw her jump and chuckled softly. He put one cup of ice cream in the freezer and closed it back careful not to slam it. He focused his attention on the french vanilla ice cream that sat in the cup drizzled with hot chocolate and almond nuts. He couldn't even remember the last time he even had ice cream. Wanting to take in the moment, he pulled out his phone and snapped a photo. <p>

He grabbed the white plastic spoon that came with his order and unwrapped it from the plastic. He scooped up some ice cream and ate some of it taking in the cold taste. He couldn't help but to slightly moan at the taste crunching on the almonds. Jayden picked up his spoon again happily ready to get some more until she spoke questioning him on leaving. His sighed heavily and he rolled his eyes. <p>

"Hey, no need to question me and be all pissy. You can save that shit. I know what the hell I said. I wanted ice cream and instead of being a fat ass and not sharing, I was brought you a damn cup." He mumbled scooping up his second helping. What came out of her mouth next seemed like a complete lie. He chuckled shaking his head "You don't need to." He stopped in the middle of his sentence to look up. Her eyes were red and right away he knew she had been crying. <p>

As much as he wanted to soften his attitude right now, he couldn't. He looked at her briefly and went back to his ice cream. He was concerned though and knew everything will come crashing down. All he wanted was his grandfather at this point or hell even his dead beat mother who wasn't even worthy of the title mother to begin with. He licked his top lip removing the ice cream that landed there and sat his cup down momentarily. <p>

"What's going and why were you crying? There is really no need for that. I have the same emotions as you do. I am annoyed, frustrated and worried that this isn't going to be healthy thing for us." He said softly. Fighting wasn't his thing and he liked staying calm. He wasn't confrontational at all until pushed. This baby could totally tear them apart and he hated that. "What do you want me to do James? The funds that I have do not and will not match yours. I've been saving for years and it's going to college. I'm not saying this isn't important or a priority but I can't wrap my head around it just yet. I want to provide and have stability. I can't do those things just yet and even if I could, it'd be minimum wage." He sucked his teeth snatching up his cup again finishing it up. <p>

Jayden tossed his cup in the trash and walked over to her cup her face in his hands. "This pregnancy could drive us apart and it'll possibly the most stressful thing we've both encounter and the easiest thing to make us break up believe it or not. We can assure ourselves a million times but babe, we can't predict the future." He blinked. He'll be damned if he got worked up again. Jayden sucked up his tears and took a deep breath. He wasn't sure where the hell they'll be headed too next. Actually, he wanted to act like this wasn't happening but it was reality. "Let's just take everything one step at a time." He mustered up the strength to speak again.


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She rolled her eyes, wishing that he would just stopped being an asshole for once. It didn't hurt to try, but oh well. She raked her fingers through her hair, looking down at the floor. She didn't even have the appetite to even eat a damn thing. She just didn't want to be bothered anymore at that matter. She heard him stop, making her look up at him. Whatever it is didn't seem to bother him much as he continued on with his ice cream. <p>
She sighed, wiping her face again, not even want to waste anymore tears. For what? It wasn't going to make any of this go away. She just had to get over it and deal with it all. She rested against the counter, looking down at her fingers before he went on to speak again. “Maybe I felt the need to cry...” She muttered softly, not wanting to get into with him. She really didn't want to fight with him at all. She glanced over at him before looking away again. She closed her eyes, shaking her head. Where was he going with all of this? What he was talking about, none of it mattered. <p>
“I don't care about the money Jay. If that's what you think, then you don't know me too well.” She looked at him. “I just want you to be here. That's all that I'm asking. I don't want you to leave.” She licked her lips, bringing her hand up to her eye, wiping it away. She hated her feelings. She was so done with this feeling shit. She wanted it to be over. She looked at him, feeling his hands cupping her face. She didn't want to hear anything about them being driven apart. She didn't want to believe it at all. But he was right, they didn't know what their future held for them. They could still be together or not at all. <p>
"Let's just take everything one step at a time." She nodded, her eyes still holding his gaze. She leaned in, pecking his lips before she wrapped her arms around him. She held onto him as if it was her last time doing so. This feeling made her sick to her stomach. It was just the thought of her losing him. She squeezed her eyes shut, not wanting to think about it anymore. “I love you...”
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Everything took patience no matter what it was. The specific trait wasn't exactly something that Jayden grasped sometimes. He did his best and that was good enough for him. Things were good and he didn't want it to get rocky. He kept her in his arms feeling the tight hold from her end. <p>

Their lives was changing and soon it would become more real. His feelings and attitude was all over the place. This would be the perfect opportunity to work on thinking before he spoke. He wanted to apologize but he wasn't even sure what to say. <p>

In a way, he wasn't exactly in the wrong. He had the right to go and leave as he pleased. Jayden started to second guess living together. Yes, they were expecting or least a test said so but did they really want to move in best of that? In his head, it seemed really rushed and he didn't want to rush anything at all. <p>

He pulled away and pecked her lips. "I'm sorry. I can't really describe my mood right. It's just all over the place and i'm sorry for leaving when you wanted me to stay and for having an attitude." He looked at her momentarily. His eyes focused on the tiled floor biting the corner of his lip. "I just don't want things to fall apart and we just start regretting things. Most of all, I don't want to fight with you.
Do you even think we'll make good parents? I never had to be a rolemodel or whatever." He smiled shyly. <p>

The door opened and Jayden looked behind him then back at James. He wasn't expecting one of her parents to show up so early. He hoped she knew what to say. Thankfully what he said sounded like if was future talk even though it wasn't. Instead of speaking, he went in for a kiss hoping to avoid any questions. <p>

His hand rested against her cheek and he pulled her body closer. He smiled and deepened the kiss getting lost into it. Jayden pulled back slowly sucking on her bottom lip and tugged it fully releasing her. "I could kiss you all day but that's weird with eyes staring at you while you do it." He whispered in her ear. He moved taking a seat at the kitchen table running his hands through his hair letting out a yawn.


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James sighed softly, feeling him pull away and his lips against hers. Her fingers ran over the back of his neck before pulling away again. Her eyes stayed on him, listening to him apologize. She didn't blame him at all. It was something big for the both of them, and the emotions were going to be everywhere. Hell, hers were, and she didn't even know how the hell she was going to tell her parents that she was pregnant. After their botched dinner, she was definitely gonna be sweating bullets with this huge announcement. <p>
“I'll think we'll do all right as parents." She nodded. “I'll know you'll be a great father.” She gave him a small smile. It was weird to actually think that she would be a mother in the next 9 months. It was scary. She was positive that she was, that wasn't the first test that she took. It happened to be the fourth one because she couldn't believe the fact that she was with child. She felt her heart race, hearing the door opening and her eyes meeting with his. Someone was home a bit early, and she wanted to know who. She just prayed that it wasn't her father. She could deal with her mother easily before him especially with Jayden there. <p>
She was pulled out of her thoughts, feeling his lips against hers. Her fingers gripped his tee slightly, moaning softly against his lips. He knew how to calm her nerves. All she needed was a kiss. She didn't want him to pull away, but he ended up doing so. She sighed softly, her tongue running over her bottom lip. She nodded, her eyes on him before he pulled away. Raking her fingers through her hair, she turned to see her mother coming into the kitchen.<p>
She sighed slightly, happy to see her face instead of her father. “Hey...” “Hey love..Hello Jayden.” She gave her boyfriend a smile. “You're home early.” “It was a slow day so I sent everyone home.” James hated that her mother's eyes were on her. She chewed on her lip, before looking at her mother. “Everything all right?” “As it's gonna get.” James chuckled slightly, running her hand up her arm before turning her attention to Jayden. She looked away before looking back at her mother as she came towards her. She knew her mother had to know something was off. Her mother could read her like a book, and it was something that James didn't like. <p>
“I know sweetheart.” James knitted her eyebrows together. “Know what?” Dana smiled, shaking her head. “I was your age once before sweetheart. A mother knows.” James shook her head. “I don't know—.” James stopped as her mother placed her hand against her cheek. “I had you at eighteen. Am I happy about history repeating itself? No.” She shook her head, James stared at her mother, not believing that she knew so soon. “How did you know?” Dana smiled a bit, wiping away her daughter's tear that trickled down her cheek. “Like I said, a mother knows.” <p> James felt the lump leave in her throat, happy that her mother knew, but it would be back when her father walked into the door. He was the main one she was worried about. She didn't know how he was going to react to all of this. “Jayden...I know that we didn't start on the right foot and I wanted to apologize for that. And I'm happy that my little girl found love with you.” James felt a bit of relief at this moment, but it was going to end when the front door opened again.
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Her mother had walked into the kitchen and he was relieved that it wasn’t her father. “Hello Mrs. Acosta.” He gave her a wave and bit the inside of his cheek. Jayden wasn’t exactly sure how this second encounter would blow over. He stayed seated in the chair and rolled up his left sleeve scratching his itchy skin and rolled it back down. He felt eyes on him and he looked up seeing James looked at him. Jayden gave her a small smile of reassurance hoping things would remain calm. <p>

She stood there lying to her mother about everything being alright and he wasn’t the least bit upset over it. Hell, they just found out themselves and if they could stall then everything would be completely peachy. The next thing that he heard threw him for a complete look. Mrs. Acosta went on to say that she knew making Jayden knit his brows together in confusion. He rubbed the back of his neck staying silent listening to the mother and daughter converse. <p>

Nervousness took over his body and his eyes went back and fourth taking in their reactions. She mentioned that she was her age once and how she had James at this age. Jayden felt completely numb but a bit happy that they didn’t have to say anything. She was disappointed and he understood that completely. He turned his attention to his shoes and bounced his leg nervously. <p>

Hearing his name, his head shot up to give her his full attention and to hear what she had to say. When she was finished, he was taken back by her apology because if anything he was in the wrong. He wanted to correct her being that he didn’t have an issue with her and it was more so her husband then anything. “Thanks but if anything, I should be the one apologizing. I just wasn’t into the whole dinner thing and my attitude was horrible that night so I apologize and know that my dad taught me better than that. I appreciate the apology though and we’ll make it right.” He licked his lips rubbing his arm. He looked at James then back at her mother. <p>
“And... as for the pregnancy, I take full responsibility for my actions. I understand your disappointment and it’s my fault that we’re in this situation. I guess I can show you better then I can tell you and honestly this is the first time I’ve went without a condom and it won’t happen again.” He bit down on his bottom lip. Jayden knew he wasn’t making her mother a promise but he knew he needed to apologize for his actions and take responsibility. Rather he still lived here months from now or not, he was still going to remain active in their unborn child’s life. For now, his nerves was calm but for some reason, he can already feel a screaming match with her father. It wasn’t something he was looking forward to if it did happen. <p>

Jayden hoped that Mrs. Acosta knew his sincerity when it came to his apology. He was happy that she seemed accepting of their relationship. When she was out of sight, he sighed heavily tossing his head back. “I hope my dad isn’t like oh....i already know. Man! We still gotta deal with your daddy.” He grabbed her hand pulling him into her lap. “One down two to go. How exciting.” His arms wrapped around her and he kissed her cheek. “That really wasn’t as bad as I thought that. I’m sure she was ready to put her knifes to use though.” He joked cracking a smile.</div><div style="width: 240px; height: 40px; background-color: black; font-family: calibri; color: white; overflow: auto; text-align: center; font-size: 10px; line-height: 90%; padding: 10px; border-left: 1px dotted white; ">

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James was really surprised that her mother was apologizing to Jayden. In her eyes, it should be her father doing this, not her. She was happy that her mother did so anyways before turning her eyes back onto Jayden, listening to him speak. She smiled a bit, bringing her eyes down to the floor before looking back to him and then back at her mother. <p> “I know you two will be okay in the long run. It's gonna be hard, but things will get better.” She smiled before reaching over, kissing her daughter's forehead. She pulled away, letting the two be alone. James sighed heavily, feeling her heart drop in her chest. It was all too easy at this moment. She didn't even know to be happy or just burst into tears. She hated her emotions through her ass for a loop. She felt a lump in her throat, swallowing hard. She looked over at him, hearing him speak. She licked her lips, her being pulled onto his lap. She rested her hands in her lap, before turning her eyes onto him. “At least she was supportive,” she shook her head. “But what the fuck?” She chuckled slightly. “She knew...” She pushed a strand of hair behind her ear. <p> She smiled, feeling his lips against her cheek. Her eyes turned to him, shaking her head. “Well we have her on our side, so we have nothing to worry about, until he comes home.” Her eyes closed, feeling her stomach go into knots as she heard the door open, hearing her father's voice. Her body jumped hearing the door close. Now it was her turn to sweat the bullets. She wanted to just run up to her room and buried her head underneath her covers and never to show her face, but it wasn't that easy. <p> She sighed heavily, resting her forehead against his. “Can I just pack up my things and runaway right now?” She chuckled slightly, trying to make things a little lighter, but she knew it wasn't going to be this way. She knew her father had a temper, and she wasn't ready to see how he would react to this all. She was starting to feel sick to her stomach as she didn't want to move from the spot that she was. She couldn't break down now. She had to keep moving. <p> She heard his voice before turning around to see him coming into the kitchen with her mother behind him. “Hello baby girl.” She smiled faintly, looking over at him. “Hey dad...” “Jayden.” James instantly rolled her eyes at his greeting to her boyfriend. She wanted to know why her father didn't like him, but right now at this moment, it really wasn't going to matter anymore because she was sticking with him regardless of what he said. “Why the solemn face? You all right sweetheart?” James looked down before looking over at her, wanting her to just come out with it. “Do you want a drink honey? You know, relax, take a seat.” James was a little happy that her mother was trying to get her dad in a seated position before this happen. <p> “I'm fine Dana.” He turned his attention back to his daughter. “So what's going on?” James really wanted to puke right now, but nothing would come up. She sighed heavily, not even moving from his lap. “Daddy...I have to tell you something.” Daniel looked at his wife before going back to his daughter. “What is it? You know you can tell me anything sweetheart.” She ran her tongue over her bottom lip, ready to speak. He stood by the fridge, looking through it, happy that he wasn't staring her down. It made this a bit easier to spill it. “I-I'm pregnant.” She spoke softly. It was completely silent, and it was driving her crazy. He never moved from his spot, and she heard her mother calling his name but he didn't say a word. <P> James got up from Jayden's lap and made her way over to her father. “Daddy please...Say—,” her words were stopped and her body dropped to the floor, feeling a stinging sensation coming across her right cheek. He hit her, struck her down. Her hand rested against her cheek as the tears streamed down her face. “You have nothing to say to me.” He snapped as her mother came to James' aide. “You have no idea what you're fuckin' doing. Can't keep your legs closed, you stupid little brat.” James stared up at her father, her cheek throbbing in pain. “Have you lost your bloody mind? She is your daughter! Your own flesh and blood! You can't do this!” Dana snapped back at her father. “He ruined my fuckin' child. She's no longer my daughter.” James felt her heart drop in her chest, not believing a word that her father just said about all of this. She didn't need this. She knew it wasn't going to be this easy.

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Today was clearly going to not be the day for this kid and he knew right away that his anger would get the best of him. It was already a known fact without much verbal words that he did not like this man. When he walked through the door, he was the least bit nervous of his reaction. Whatever her dad wanted to throw at him, he was ready and mentally preparing himself. He smiled at her trying to keep light of the situation more than agreeing with her as he caressed the side of her cheek with his thumb. <p>

He looked up seeing him walk deeper into the kitchen with her mother trailing behind. He issued out his greeting to James then to him making both of them roll their eyes. “Mr. Acosta.” He spoke dryly pressing his lips together. If he wanted to act like an asshole then Jayden had no problem what so ever doing the same thing. Immediately her mother did his best to get him off track with offering a drink and that only lead to questioning. <p>

When he said that she could tell him anything, Jayden knew how much of a lie that was. He watched her facial expression carefully and finally she said it. The room went completely silent and he noticed that she got up from his lap. His hand collided with her face and once she was on the ground, Jayden wasted no time getting angry. If there was one thing he learned, it was to protect the ones you loved. He jumped from the chair and helped her up seeing the tears fall. “What the fuck is your problem?” He yelled pushing James behind him. Her father said his piece and the fact that he was even disowning her made him upset. <p>

No hesitation was needed as he charged at him bringing his fist back giving him one hard hit in the face. If he wanted to hit somebody then he could hit him and with no problem, he would happily hit him back. He was going to release all of his angry on her father. His fist kept hitting his face and he immediately felt the pain but it wasn’t going to stop him. He dodged as many hits as he could once they made it to the floor. <p>

It was like the scene from the Christmas story where Ralphie fought in the snow. Jayden wanted to draw blood as he continued swinging wanting her father to feel all the pain that James felt in those moments but ten times worse. His whole body was hot and his face was red just as he was going for another hit, he felt his body being pulled off of the older man. His breathing was heavy as he struggled to get out of the grasp he was in. He looked down noticing the familiar tattoos on the person’s arms and he immediately knew it was none other than his father dragging him away. <p>

“Jayden, c'est fini. Arrêtez d'essayer de lutter contre cet homme. Vous saignez et vous avez besoin pour calmer son fils.” He heard rang in his ear. He wasn’t finished with the man yet and he kept trying to pull away until he grew tired. He doubled over resting his hands on his knees trying to gather what happened. He saw blood drip onto the floor and he felt his face feeling his nose bleed. He felt his body being moved to a wall and felt a towel being pressed against his nose. <p>

Jayden looked seeing his dad in front of him and he almost felt bad for attacking her father. He looked around for James hoping that she wasn’t pissed at the whole scene that just unfolded. “Count to ten and breathe. We will discuss this later and hopefully the cops aren’t being called.” His dad explained in a surprisingly calm matter. He nodded his head counting to ten and taking deep breathes. He wasn’t sure how bad he hurt her father but he was pretty much over having to deal with bullshit just to be in love. <p>

He closed his eyes tightly and opened them again sliding down the wall. Jayden was glad his nose finally stopped acting like it was on its period. He brought his knees up to his chest and rested his head on his kneecaps hearing his dad’s footsteps walk away. Feeling somebody next to him, he looked up seeing her little brother and the fear in his eyes. “I was just protecting her okay. I’m sorry.” He whispered. <p>

He hoped that he didn’t make her little brother scared to be around him. The last thing he needed was to be seen as an enemy to him. All he wanted to do now was leave and get far away from this place as possible. Canada was where he knew he needed to go to clear his head and be by himself for a while. He sniffled letting his own tears fall licking his lips and running his hands through his hair knowing regardless of how everybody felt, he kind of did the right thing least in his head it seemed like.</div><div style="width: 240px; height: 40px; background-color: black; font-family: calibri; color: white; overflow: auto; text-align: center; font-size: 10px; line-height: 90%; padding: 10px; border-left: 1px dotted white; ">

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James felt dizzy, her head was spinning. She spit out blood, her looking at her mother and her mother looking scared just as her. She felt her body being lifted from the floor, seeing Jayden. She took a step back behind him, still wishing the pain would go away. The next thing she knew was something she wasn't expecting. <p> Jayden charged towards her father, and fists were thrown. “Stop!” She wanted to step in, intervene, but there was no way in hell she was going to get him off of her father. He deserved it though, but she didn't want her father to have a reason to call the cops on him. She reached for her phone and decided to call his father. He was the only one she knew that could stop this and get him calm. She dialed the number her mother at her side as she basically cried to his father to get him to her house immediately. She did all that she could do as this continued to go on. She looked up hearing her brother's voice crying out for her. This was too surreal. She ran over to him, picking him up, not wanting him to see any of it. <p> Before she knew it, she heard a knock on the door. She walked over to it, still holding onto Jonathan and opening the door. She was relief to see his father and told him where they were. She rubbed her brother's back, watching his father run off to the kitchen. “It's gonna be okay JonJon.” She shushed him, trying to keep him calm. She really didn't care about her father right now, she was just hoping that he was okay. She looked up, seeing her father drag him off, and JonJon squirmed in her arms, wanting to be let down. She placed him down and watched him run after Jayden and his father. She chewed on her lip, heading towards the kitchen. Her eyes stayed on what was happening at the moment, her mother trying to take care of her father. She shook her head, the tears still falling. What the fuck happened? She wasn't expecting her day to go anywhere like this.<p> Her eyes glared over at her father as her mother tried to calm him down. “You see what he did to me. You want to be with that.” James shook her head once again, disgusted with her father. “This is your fault. All of it is your damn fault.” She sniffed, her eyes not leaving her father. “You...I don't want nothing to do with you. Like you said, I'm not your daughter. So fuck you because as much as you hate him, I'm just gonna love him more. He's not going anywhere. I'm in love with him, and I'm having his child whether you like it or not. You don't have to deal being a part of my life anymore or your grandchild's life. As of this day, we're done.” <p> She looked away from him, making her way out of the kitchen and looking for him. She just hope that he didn't leave. She sighed softly, finding him and Jonathan at his side still. She walked over to him slowly, bringing her hand across her face wincing slightly. A bruise cheek for sure. She licked her lips, wincing again, and a cut lip. Just perfect. She came closer to him, getting on her knees. She ran her fingers over his hair. “Babe...” She waited for him to look up at her, her hand coming across his cheek. “You okay?” By the look on his face, she knew he wasn't okay. To her, it felt like everything was fucked at this moment. She knew she had to get out and so did he.

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Once again, he heard himself being blamed. He wanted to get up and say something but he knew he caused enough damage. James went on to blame him and tell her dad off which kind of made Jayden proud. He was still on edge after what happened. He has never fought any of his exes fathers before and this was a first. They never gave him a reason to fight him in the first place but Daniel Acosta pushed him to that point once he struck his daughter in the face.<p>

If her mother didn’t hate his ass before then she surely hated him now for hurting her husband. Jayden tried to wipe his face but it was no use. His head was beginning to hurt and he simply stared off into space thinking about how everything happened. The tears, him leaving the first time, her tears and everything he told her. Her father would have to do more work to get rid of him. It was either kill him or have him get deported from the United States. <p>

Jayden wasn’t going and couldn’t let go of James that easy. They were creating a new life together and leaving her just wasn’t an option. He knew that he could easily go to college here and as much as he hated Ashwick, she was the only reason he was staying. He heard her voice but didn’t dare look up because he wanted to be alone on his thoughts. Her hand brushed over his hair and she asked if he was okay which was surprising to him once again. <p>

He nodded slowly and moved grabbing the material of his shirt lifting to up using it to wipe his face. Jayden sighed heavily and looked at her taking in her cut lip and her bruised cheek. The more he looked at her, the more he wanted to get up and hurt her dad again but instead he fell into her lap. He was full of emotion that he couldn’t even utter a word. He cleared his throat and slowly get up from her lap staring her in the face. <p>

“I-I’m sorry James. I didn’t mean to hit him or in this case practically try to kill him with my bare hands. It’s impossible but I thought it.” He looked down feeling his lip tremble. He knew why he was so emotional and full of tears but this was all too much. “I’ll be okay. Don’t worry about me, I’ll be fine. Thank you for sticking up for me...” He paused looking up at her sighing. He stroked her cheek and leaned fourth pressing his forehead against hers. “I love you more than words can express. I’ll do anything to protect you and now this baby. I don’t want you ruining the relationship that you have with your parents over me. Yes, I hate your dad and he hates me too. We won’t see eye to eye and I’ll never be good enough for you in his eyes but that’s okay. He’s the least of my worries.” Jayden whispered. <p>

Everybody only has one immediate family and he didn’t want to tear her away from her family. Jayden got that they were both upset hell everybody was but he couldn’t let her do that. His father could say all he wanted but it was out of angry. He couldn’t be that cruel could he? He wouldn’t know what he would do if his father disowned him. He was more than thankful that his father wasn’t so ignorant and hateful towards James. “I don’t want to lose your family over me. You need them as much as I need my dad. I’m done trying to please your father. I can’t and I just won’t do it because I don’t want to have to keep fighting his ass. I was way out of line and that was because he stepped out of line. I’m more concerned about you then me. The question is are you okay? If you want to leave, we can leave.” He pulled away looking at her feeling all of his anger wash away.</div><div style="width: 240px; height: 40px; background-color: black; font-family: calibri; color: white; overflow: auto; text-align: center; font-size: 10px; line-height: 90%; padding: 10px; border-left: 1px dotted white; ">

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She smiled slightly, watching him nod his head. Holding onto his gaze, she just wanted to hurt her father for what he done, but it wouldn't have help anything. She sighed, watching him fall into her lap. She closed her eyes, running her fingers over his hair again. She bit the corner of her lip, knowing that today has been an emotional rollercoaster. <p> He pulled away, and her eyes met with him. She listened to him talk. He didn't need to apologize. He was protecting her from her father. She would have done the same thing as well. Protect the ones you love. She smiled, hearing him thank her. “You don't have to...I'm in love and i'm gonna stand up for you through it all.” Her eyes fluttered close, feeling his fingers against her cheek and his forehead against hers. <p> She looked at him, her hand going for his. She didn't know what to say. What was there to say? Right now, she was hurt. Hurt by her father and his words and of course, him putting his hands on her. She nodded. She would think about making things right again with her father, but right now, she didn't want anything to do with him. To her, she wasn't his daughter, like he told her. She loved her father with all her heart, but the way he's been acting was tearing their relationship apart. She never thought for him be so cruel. She didn't know what she did wrong to have act this way. She wanted to know so bad, but now, she was just worried about her and Jayden. <p> She licked her lips, slightly wincing at the small cut. She sighed softly. “I understand that you don't want me to choose, but I already have. And it's you. Yes, I have my family, but we're gonna have one of our own.” She took his hand resting it against her tummy. “I don't care what my father thinks or says. It's you and me, fuck everyone else.” She smiled slightly before he pulled away, his eyes on her. She nodded her head, still holding onto his hand. “I'm okay. My face hurts like hell, but I'm fine.” She smiled softly. “I don't want to stay here tonight. I can't.” Her eyes pulled away and looked at Jonathan.
<p> “Hey, c'mere,” he pulled away from the wall, wrapping his arms around her. She did the same, kissing the top of his head. “I wanna go with you.” She nodded, kissing the top of his head. “You can okay,” he nodded, resting his head against her chest. “Lets get out of here please.” A tear trickled down her cheek, looking at him. She just wanted this nightmare to be other.

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Jayden nodded his head and understood. He didn't want her to just end the relationship but they were her parents not his. He watched as Jonathan made his way over into her lap. Today just spiraled out of control and he knew that his house was a safe haven for the three of them. He licked his lips and wiped her fresh tears with his thumb. <p>

He held his forehead and groaned getting up slowly. His knuckles were red and throbbing from the hard hits his threw. He licked his lips slowly inching himself up until he was standing on his feet still squating. He opened and closed his hand and shook it wincing at the pain. Jayden took his time walking back into the kitchen seeing his dad with clenched teeth. <p>

He probably heard what the old man had to say about his son leaving possibly him furious as well. "Are you ready? And for the record, don't come back here." His father spoke with a stern demanding tone. Jayden held up in hands in surrender to his request. "No problem dad. Let's leave Mr. Acosta in his misery. Maybe eventually we'll get to know each other Mrs. Acosta but I hope you know I only did what I did because I wasn't going to allow that to happen so freely." He looked at her. He watched his dad got up from where he sat walking towards him pulling out his keys. <p>

"Thanks for calling James. No telling what he would've did if he didn't stop." His dad looked at her unlocking his doors issuing a wave. Jayden rolled his eyes and unlocked the doors to his own truck and waited until everybody was buckled in. He switched the gear shift from park to reverse and pulled out of her driveway. He licked his lips and looked in the rearview mirror knowing soon enough he'd look back there again and it'll be a carseat. Putting on his turn signal, he slowed down pulling into his driveway and hit the button for the garage. <p>

Jayden parked and got out spitting in the grass. He slammed his door and saw his dad's truck parked next the camaro in the garage. He waited in making sure they were inside the garage before locking the doors and shutting the garage door walking inside. "You guys can go upstairs. I have to talk to my dad real quick." He instructed. He moved passed them knowing exactly where his father would be heading in the direction of his home office. <p>

He took a deep breath and knocked softly hearing his voice grant him entrance. His hands got clamly as he closed the door behind him. "Before you say again, I'm sorry for fighting her dad." He started off not bothering to sit down. "Come over and sit down. Don't make me tell you twice." Jayden heard as he got the look of death. <p>

He swallowed and moved quickly sinking himself in the leather chair across from his desk resting his nervous hands in his lap. "Why did you do that Jayden? James called me crying and wanting me to come over to help her. What the hell has gotten into you?" His father spoke picking up his glass of what looked like contained apple juice. That alone shocked him because the man hated apple juice. "You don't like apple juice dad...Want a real drink?" He gave a nervous smile doing the same thing her mother did earlier. He watched him lean back in the chair crossing his tattooed arms that were on display thanks to his rolled him sleeves. <p>

"Well James is...we're expecting a um baby." He said slowly shutting his eyes. He opened them once he heard laughter from his dad. "I hope you mean a fucking puppy Jayden but sadly I know that's not what you mean because I heard her. Why didn't you tell me when you find out?" He looked around the room trying to figure out an honest answer. "I was too busy freaking out to rush to tell you and I already know you're mad." Jayden bit his lip shrugging lightly. He knew that his father was acting the same way he was trying to remain calm knowing his wanted to be hungry. <p>

Jayden wasn't sure if he should duck or run. His dad was pretty unpredictable when it comes to his actions and he never what to expect from him. "I really want to yell at you but it's been a long ass day. I am probaby more angry with her dad for treating you as if your some scumbag then I am with you knocking her up. We talked about this before and I get your whole I wanna be a young dad thing kind of but you're still stupid for making a dumb decision. Yet, you're mature especially more than me to take full responsibility for your actions. Now get out of myself and let me be angry with you in peace." He pointed to the door. Jayden didn't know what to expect and why he was so calm but he was right. They did discuss this when he was 16 and not much has changed since then. <p>

He closed the door behind him sighing in relief walking into the kitchen. He went over to sink and unloaded the disher that had the clean dishes followed by reloading it. Jayden needed to do whatever to take his mind of what was happening. He washed his hands and splashed water in his face. He fixed himself a sandwich and ate at the table before making his way back upstairs. <p>

Closing the door behind him, he looked around his room and back down to the ground. "Um, if you guys are hungry, you're welcome to go downstairs and make sandwiches or whatever. Butterknifes are in the left drawer by the sink. " He nodded making his way into his bathroom closing the door and locking it in place. He stripped down and turned on the faucet letting it warm up as he grabbed towels. He stepped in pulling the curtain close and got under the water letting his thoughts take over.
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Her eyes stayed on Jonathan, her hand rubbing up and down his back. She looked up, feeling his thumb come across her skin, wiping away her tears. She took a deep breath, exhaling. She was tired. She just wanted to fall asleep and wash away this bad memory of the day. She slowly got up on her feet with her little brother in her arms. He rested his head on her shoulder, she could feel his steady breathing against her neck, letting her know he was sleep once again. <p> She turned, following behind him to see his father and her parents. She couldn't even look at her father. She never thought in a million years that he would raise his hand to her. She never did anything in her life to make him this upset. She had her moments where he was disappointed in her, but never to the point to where he thought he had to strike her. “It's okay sweetheart, I just wish this day could have gone better.” She heard her mother speak back to him, giving him a small smile. She was happy that her mother was calm about this all. Her husband just got into a fight with her daughter's teenage boyfriend, something that she and she knew her mother didn't want to ever happen again. James caught her mother's eyes, and she nodded, not really having to say a word. She walked out, letting her parents be. She sighed, not even worrying about her phone or anything else at that matter, stepping foot out of the house. <p> She looked over at Jayden's father, giving a faint smile nodding. If she didn't call him, she didn't even know how all this would have ended. She just knew that she didn't want the cops involved. She was just happy that it didn't get any worse than it already did. She got Jonathan into the backseat, buckled up before climbing into the front seat. She buckled herself in, resting her body against the seat. Her eyes were out the window as their ride to his place was completely quiet. She stayed with her thoughts, actually enjoying the silence.<p> The pain was slowly subduing, but the bruise was ugly across her cheek. She shook her head, sighing softly before feeling the truck come to a stop. She climbed out, closing her door before getting Jonathan out and her carrying him through the garage and into the house. She looked at him, nodding as she went up the steps to his room. Walking over to the bed, she laid Jonathan down. She licked her lips, slipping her feet out of her sneakers before climbing in the bed with him. She ran her fingers over his hair, her eyes on him. She stopped when she felt him roll over, looking at her. <p> “You okay?” He nodded, making her smile. “Why did daddy do that?” James shook her head. “I don't know.” “But Jayden protected you right?” She smiled, nodding as another tear trickled down her cheek. “Yeah he did.” James hated that Jonathan had to experience that. No one should have to. She ran her thumb over his cheek, smiling at him. “Still tired?” He nodded, his eyes were trying to fight sleep. “Sleep babe, I'll be here when you wake okay?” “Okay,” she leaned over, kissing his forehead. It was scary that she would be having her turn to do this all over again with her own child. She should fall naturally into it since she was always around her little brother. She hummed softly to him, watching as he started to fall asleep once again. <p> She looked up, hearing him come into his room. She nodded, turning her eyes to her brother asleep. She wasn't even hungry. Just the thought of food was making her sick to her stomach. She watched him as he went into his bathroom, closing the door behind him. Her fingers raked through her hair, licking her lips. This had to be the worse day of her life. She did have some pretty bad days, but this one topped it all. She pulled herself away from him and off the bed. She walked over to his bathroom door, turning the knob, only to find it locked. She sighed before finding something to pick his lock with. She was invading his space and didn't care at this moment. She just wanted to be near him. <p> She reached into her pocket, luckily she found a bobby pin to pick it. After getting the door open, she walked in and closed it behind her. She stripped down, making her way over to the shower. She pulled back the curtain and stepped in. She wrapped her arms around him, pressing her chest against his back, her head on his shoulder. She closed her eyes, sighing just holding onto him. She didn't have to say a word, it was pretty obvious. Her body relaxed, feeing the water splash against her skin, pressing her lips against his shoulder before resting her head in his neck.
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The warm water hit his body trinkling down his creamy skin. He sighed heavily once again replying everything in his head. It was still hard to grasp and he couldn't get it out of his head. He wanted to yell, cry and punch the wall. Except none of those things would help him. <p>

Jayden reminded himself of the night they did have sex in Paris. How once he realized he didn't have a condom, how nervous he was not wanting to go through with it if she didn't. He chuckled lightly at how horny he was that night too. It was crazy how he even had the energy to go three rounds. He ran his hands down his face leaving it buried in his hands. <p>

His love for James and love for children would get him through. He had too many mixed emotions to decide on how he really felt. Jayden removed his hands and grabbed his face towel lathering it up with soap. His hand ran down his arms beginning to clean himself up. He hummed to himself which ended up in a Whitney tune. <p>

This time he heard the door and looked up seeing her figure out the corner of his eye. He said nothing and shook his head finishing off his arms. Jayden rinised the soap off and heard the curtain draw back then shortly arms hug him from behind. <p>

He smiled a bit at how she couldn't stand to apart just while he showered. It was adorable how persistant she was to get to him by even picking the lock. He said nothing allowing her to soak in this moment of absolute silence. He brought his arm up brushing his hand against her before resting it on top. His throat cleared feeling her kisses and he knew exactly how to relief his built up anger. <p>

Jayden knew she was angry as well so sex seemed like a legit reason. It had been a few weeks since Paris and even longer since the last time they had sex in a shower. The thought of pounding into her and hearing her moans started to excite him rather quickly. He removed her hands bringing her in front of him. His eyes looked from her face down her body taking in the water going down it and he brought his thumb up rubbing it against her nipple feeling it harden at his touch. <p>

"You're being disruptive to my shower." He whispered pulling her close squeezing her sides. His thumbs ran of her nipples again and his mouth longed to suck against them. Jayden rubbed his hands all over her body never breaking the stare. "You must like getting spankings. The door was locked for a reason James. Why did you pick the lock and bring your ass in here? He cocked his eyebrow in question. His open palms smacked against her behind a few times each harder then the last time. <p>

He moved back her against the wall with a sly grin on his face. "Your brother is sleep just behind the door and my father is downstairs. You better be lucky the shower is your saving grace." He moved his hand sliding them in between her legs rubbing her inner thighs. Jayden knew he was right where he needed to be with a full erection. "Lets relief some stress. It's been a while...least for the shower anyway." He chuckeled softly grabbing a hold of himself and rubbing the tip against her vagina. "You want it? If not you can make your way out of my shower." He said lowly never stopping his movement until he slowly eased his way in between her folds. <p>

She wasn't going to get satisfaction just yet. He waited slightly moving his hips cracking a small smile. He pulled out and slide his hands to the back of her thighs picking her up holding her hands above her head. With ease, he slipped back in between her folds and licked his lips. "I don't know... Do you really deserve it? Hm? I mean give me one good reason why I should slam into you right now and make you scream bloody murder when you decided to come in to butter me up?" Jayden gripped her thighs kissing the side of her neck.
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She smiled softly, feeling his hand against hers. Just standing there with him, not saying absolutely nothing was perfectly fine with her. There was too much that went on in one day. She just needed something to clear her mind through it all. She brought her head up, feeling his hands move hers from around him. She looked at him as she was placed in front of him. She bit the corner of her lip, watching his eyes wander her body. <p> She inhaled, feeling his thumb against her nipple and harden instantly. Licking her lips, her body was pulled into his. She rested her hands against his chest, her eyes on his. She brought her leg in, that familiar feeling that she always got with him. It's been awhile since they had been down this road with each other. She couldn't lie and say that she didn't miss it because she truly did. “Because...” before she could get her full answer out, his hands came across her cheeks. Her eyes fluttered close, moaning softly at that feel of it. She sighed softly, opening her eyes. “I wanted to.” <p> Her body was pressed against the wall, before looking towards the closed door and then back at him. They were risking it (sort of). What more could happen? She was already carrying his unborn child. She missed him and wanted to feel his touch. It was something that would definitely take her mind off of everything that had happen that day. “Consider lucky,” she smirked before her body jerked at his touch. Her fingertips ran across his smooth skin before moving to his lower back. Her eyes lowered, seeing him standing at attention. <p> She bit down on her lip, her eyes going back to him. Whimpering softly as he toyed with her, his tip slightly rubbing against her folds. “Fuckin' tease...” She muttered softly, smiling at him. She nodded, her tongue coming across her lips. “I want it...” She said below a whisper. It was killing her that she was acting this way, but she couldn't describe it. He made her feel...submissive. Whenever it came to him, she would do any and everything for him. She didn't care what it was. A moan escaped her lips feeling him make his between her folds. She was becoming wet with anticipation, and it was killing her. She needed him now. <p>She hated that he was doing this to her. This whole teasing thing was driving her insane. She pouted, feeling him pull away completely before picking her up. Her legs wrapped around his waist and her arms were above her head. Her back arched at the feel of his tip invading her lips. She rolled her hips a bit, finding some pleasure, but not enough. He really wanted her to beg for it. His fingers gripped her thighs and his lips were at her neck. Her eyes flickered closed as her fingertips ran up into his hair, gripping it slightly. <p> Licking her lips, she rested her head against his. Her lips close to his ear. “I miss it baby... I'll do whatever you want me to do. Just fuck me please.” She muttered softly before letting her lips tug on his earlobe. She knew it wasn't what he was looking for, but hell, she needed him inside of her.
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He heard her whisper and he chose to ignore it. The pleading was just enough for him. He really didn't care if she wanted him or not. It just depended on how bad she wanted him. The power of begging could go a long way. <p>

If only done right would reward come out of it. He knew that he teased her regliously. It was pretty normal for him to always find something to put her on edge. The little whimpers, the soft moans and the tight hair gripping made everything worth it. He knew he got her started as soon as she moaned the first time he slipped insde. <p>

"Aw, look at you trying to put in effort to self please yourself." He laughed at her feeling her hips. His lips grazed her neck drawing back to lick them and leave wet kisses. "You miss it? Yeah? Poor James. Can't help you." Jayden whispered pulling out of her and placing her back on her feet. He keept a straight face grabbing his towel. "Excuse me. I'd like to finish my shower. Move along Scoot scoot." He moved his hand and went back to lathering up his towel again. <p>

"If I should stay. I would only be in your way. So I'll go but I know I'll think of you every step of the way. And I...will always love you." He started his shower singing to the classic Whitney song. It was legit the only song he sang in the shower and only really sang at to begin with. He cracked a smile starting the sing off key on purpose while washing his body. He took a bit of soap bubble putting it on her nose and winking going back to his regular singing for voice. <p>

"And my lady is upset.. that she won't no dick while her sleeping brother lies. Oooh please don't cry. We both know I am what you need. And I..." He couldn't help but drop the towel. He stop singing to laugh at himself and the change of lyrics. Jayden pulled her close and kissed gently bringing her back into his arms entering her slowly this time all the way. He trusted in and out of pressing her back against the wall moving his lips from her lips to her neck sucking on the flesh. His hips rotated as he slipped in and out of her wetness. <p>

"Keep your sounds to yourself. Shhh." He quickened his pace . He slammed into her carefully but still rough hearing the smacking of her wetness colliding with his manhood. He bit down on her shoulder and moved back to her lips. His tongue went affer hers and he groaned never missing a bit. He slipped out holding it right at her entrance hoisting her up and slowly crept back in pushing as far as he could go.
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This was becoming torture to her at this moment. She didn't like that he was playing with her like this. She bit down hard on her bottom lip, feeling his lips against her skin. Her eyes popped open, hearing his last comment. What the fuck just happened? She felt her feet being placed back on the floor as her eyes narrowed. When she first step foot into that shower, she didn't want to do a damn thing and now, he's got her to the point she wanted to take him down herself. <p> She pulled away from him, her arms crossed. She can't believe that he just did that to her....Actually she can believe it. This asshole. She rolled her eyes, trying to keep serious, but of course with him, she could never be. She licked her lips, keeping her distance from him as she let him enjoy the rest of his shower. She could just watch him and get herself off, but what was the point? She wasn't going to get her full satisfaction that she wanted out of all of this. <p>She wasn't paying him any attention, listening to him being a dumb ass. She cracked a smile, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. She shook her head, not even wanting to be bothered as he laughed at himself. She looked away before feeling her body being pulled into his. Her eyes fluttered close, feeling his lips against hers again. <p>A loud moan came from her lips, her arms wrapping around him. Her back up against the wall, his lips against her neck. She was finally getting what she wanted. She gasped loudly, her nails digging into his back and her other hand in his hair. “Fuck.” She murmured, hearing their skin collide into each other. She bit down on her lip, trying to keep moans down to a minimum since her brother was on the other side of the door. <P>Her lips met his again, their tongues playing, her moaning into his mouth. She brought her arms around his shoulders, feeling her body being hoisted up again. Her legs wrapped around him, her fingertips gripping the back of his neck. Licking her lips, her back arched feeling him going back inside of her. She rolled her hips against him, moaning softly. “Don't tease babe...”
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He kept his focus on her neck sucking roughly on the skin. His goal was to leave a love mark as usual. The thought of her brother behind the door was risky. He didn't want him suddenly coming in to use the bathroom and be traumatized by his sister's moans. On another note, he wanted her badly and didn't care if they got caught because neither really bothered to lock the door. <p>

Jayden pulled back ignoring the hell out of her comment. Once again, he wasn't about to listen to her and follow her 'rules'. "I do what I want princess. If I want to tease then I will. You just worry about cumming all over this dick." He whispered. He wasn't up for hearing any form of a compliant. All he was focused on was releasing in her with no care in the world. <p>

He thrusted in and out never going deep enough until he felt like it. When he felt like it, he pushed deep and hard making him smile. He wanted her to feel every inch of him and by this point, if she screamed then so be it. His fingers intertwined in her wet hair and he tightened his grip giving her deep thrusts. He grunted and closed his eyes taking in all of the pleasure holding back on his own orgasm. <p>

He managed to slide his fingers on the side into her pool of wetness and shook his head. He curled his fingers against her clit and circled over and over. "Do it James. Cum for da..." He paused hearing the door open and shortly followed by the toilet flushing. His eyes widened and he rolled them. "And this is why I wanted to shower alone." He glared at her not even feel like finishing anymore. <p>

Jayden sighed trying to get back into it. Everything about the day annoyed him. The fact that he didn't get to release annoyed him even more that he pulled out finishing the job with his hand. He cleaned the cum that came out and pouted finishing up before turning the shower off. He got his towel wrapping it around himself after drying off and blow dryer pulling it up into the wall socket turning it on.
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She was becoming frustrated. She didn't like the teasing, but he was in control, he could do whatever he wanted. She had to go with it and just do what he says (even though she doesn't have a problem of doing that). Her fingers gripped his back and the other still in his hair. Soft moans and whimpers came from her lips before feeling him against her spot, another escaping her lips as she felt every inch of him dragging along her walls. <p> She gasped as her body jerk against his fingers that rested on her clit. He wanted her to cum, but instantly he stopped. Her eyes closed, knowing that her little brother was awake, hearing the door opening, the toilet flushing and the door closing again. She opened them again, hearing him complain. She frowned, but waited, wanting him to get back into it only for him to pull out. <p> She was placed back onto her feet, and he finished on his own. She rolled her eyes, running her fingers through her hair. She wanted to finish, but he made his mind and didn't. She sighed heavily, watching him as he turned off the shower after finishing up whatever he was doing. She was mad now. She didn't want to do this in the first place, but it was over now. She wanted her turn. If she had to take care of it herself, then so be it. <p> She stepped out of the shower, making her way over to the door. She locked it, before grabbing herself a towel. She placed it on the counter near him before hopping herself onto it. Resting back against the mirror, she let her hand drift between her thighs. She moaned softly, her fingers twirling around her clit, resting her hand against her breast. She lowered her head, watching herself get off in front of him. She really didn't give a shit if he ignored her or not. She wanted her end since he got to have his. “Shit...” She cried softly, plunging her fingers inside of her walls. Tossing her head back, she rolled her hips against her hand. Her eyes fluttered close, her body shaking as she was getting close. Licking her lips, she spread her legs a little wider. <p>Her body convulsed, feeling herself releasing all over her fingers. She sighed heavily, letting her body rest back. She opened her eyes slowly, pulling her hand from between her thighs. She got off the counter, ruffling up her hair. She grabbed her towel, tossing it his dirty clothes hamper. She came over by the sink, washing her hands before giving him a kiss on the cheek. “I came...just for you.” She pulled away before grabbing herself a towel again and wrapped it around her body.
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Jayden rested his tongue against his top lip. He raked his fingers through his hair beginning the blow dry it. He paid no attention to his girlfriend once again but heard her step out of the shower. He saw her walk in front of him locking the door. Oh so now she wanted to lock the damn door? He blew out air and rolled his eyes playing with the settings of the dryer. <p>

He sniffled running his hand through his hair opting to leave it straight. He definitely wasn't about to fuck with it being put up again as usual. Jayden eyed her seeing her grab a towel sitting it on the counter. "What the hell are you doing?" He mellow faced after seeing her jump on the counter. His head shook seeing her begin her little act on his sink with her back against the wall. <p>

"Well least you decided to use a towel this time." Jayden muttered. He huffed not being to get the medicine cabinet and leaned back against the wall hearing her moan. He was the least bit interested in her masturbation. He dropped his towel and lifted up the toilet seat happily taking a piss letting it back down flushing it. Jayden squirted hand sanitizer from the bottle visible on the sink to clean his hands. <p>

He didn't want to get a bulge again but his hand rested against himself anyway. He looked off and did his best blocking out her sounds happy when he knew she was coming to an end. Her lips pressed against his and he rolled his eyes. "You didn't do shit for me. You did it for yourself. I had no part in that." He blinked. He saw her wrap herself in her towel and he reached for it snatching it from her body. <p>

The blow dryer was still plugged in and he grabbed her with one arm sitting her back on the counter. He parted her legs snatching up the dryer flicking it on setting it to high then cold. With no care, he moved it blowing it against her vagina. He switched the settings to hot this time slipping his free hand into between her folds sliding to fingers in her trusting rapidly and quickly. He cut off the blow dryer and removed his fingers not saying anything when he was free to wash his hands. <p>

He unplugged the dryer stuffing it back under the sink cabinet. He unlocked the door hearing the handle hit against the wall. Jayden headed towards his dresser changing into sweats and a wifebeater wasting no time getting under his covers. He cleared his throat grabbing the tv remote setting the sleep time on it and flipped his pillow over to the cold side with nothing else to say.
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Hearing his little remark made her roll her eyes. If he wanted to be in a funky ass attitude, she didn't care. All she wanted to do now was sleep what was left of that day. She was getting ready to pick up her clothes before feeling the towel being removed off her body. “What the fuck Jay?” She muttered, feeling her body being pulled onto the counter. She sighed heavily, feeling her legs being parted, wishing he would just let her go. <p> She gasped loudly, feeling the cool air from the dryer. “Jay stop!” She squirmed, feeling the heat this time around before his hand slipped between her thighs. She bit down on her lip, not wanting to moan out. What the hell was he doing? Her fingers gripped the edge of the counter as he continued his assault before pulling away. Her eyes watched him as he walked off and into his bedroom.
<p>Her eyes flickered to the bed, seeing her brother sound asleep. She pulled herself off the counter, grabbing her clothes again. She licked her lips, walking out into the bedroom. She put her clothes in a neat pile before going through his drawer and slipping into a tee and boxers. She didn't care if he didn't want her to or not, but she wasn't sleeping in her clothes. <p> She ran her fingers through her hair before pulling it up in a messy bun. She walked over to his bed, moving her little brother over and placing herself in the middle. Her back was towards him, wrapping her arm around Jonathan.Licking her lips, she sighed, running her fingers over his hair as he cuddled closer to her. She didn't want to talk or anything. She just wanted sleep.
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There was nothing else left for him to say to her. He was attentive to the television screen knowing it would take him off to sleep shortly. He felt the bed move and looked over seeing her move Jonathon making herself get comfortable in the middle. He rolled his eyes and grabbed the remote turning off the television. He tossed the remote back on the night stand hearing the loud noise it made from the impact. <p>

He turned on his side giving her his back and pulled the covers up a bit. Slowly but surely he drifted off to sleep something he seriously needed to tame himself. The sleep didn't last long as he didn't even feel comfortable. The fact that he couldn't sprawl out like he wanted too kind of annoyed him. Maybe he was just being a brat but he didn't care seeing how if he wanted too, he could kick them both out. <p>

Jayden's eyes popped open and he slowly pulled the covers back with his feet hitting the plush carpet. He grabbed his phone turning it off taking it with him as he exited his room making his way downstairs. His fingers played in his hair as he lazily walked into the kitchen seeing his dad drinking from a mug. He turned on his heel getting a water bottle from the fridge giving him the peace sign before dragging himself back upstairs. He groaned out of sleepiness finally hitting the top step and went in the opposite direction of his bedroom. <p>

His feet carried him to the spare bedroom that served for guests like his grandfather. Jayden closed the door not bothering to lock it and twisted the water bottle cap off taking a large portion of it into his mouth. He swallowed twisting it back sitting it on the nightstand and pulled the covers back. Moving to the middle, he sprawled out and sighed heavily into the pillow yawning loudly forcing himself to sleep. He tossed and turned a bit until he was finally accomplishing something. <p>

The memory of the day was burned in his brain making it hard to sleep it off. He was frustrated with fight sleep and he turned on his back sitting up crossing his arms. He banged his head against the head board softly until he banged it hard enough to give him a bit of pain. Jayden frowned rubbing the back of his head snatching up his phone turning it back on. He scrolled through his playlists and found his one made especially for trying to go to sleep and let it play getting himself settled once again falling back to sleep for the third time.</div><div style="width: 240px; height: 40px; background-color: black; font-family: calibri; color: white; overflow: auto; text-align: center; font-size: 10px; line-height: 90%; padding: 10px; border-left: 1px dotted white; ">

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As much as she wanted to sleep, she couldn't. She just wanted this night to be over fast. Her eyes lowered, looking down at Jonathan as he was fast asleep. Sighing softly, her eyes closed once more, trying to let sleep take over. Her eyes popped back open as she felt him get up from the bed. She watched him leave the room, not saying a word. <p> She wanted to leave. Grab her little brother and just go, but she wasn't going to. She was going to stay right there until the next day. She didn't want to take her little brother out into the middle of the night. A fresh batch of tears trickled down her cheeks, her hand coming over her mouth. This was becoming too much for her. She tried to stay calm as much as she could about everything that was happening between them. <p> Everything was starting to look up for her, her career was back on and she had new love in her life and now, it was spiraling down. It was becoming out of control. She wanted to stop it, but she couldn't. It was too late. She could hear someone come up the steps, but the footsteps were coming towards the bedroom and hearing another door close. <p> She was alone in his room, in his bed. She pulled away from Jonathan, resting on her back. Her eyes stared up at the ceiling, wishing she could turn back time and stop all of this from happening. She hated herself for this. Feeling as if this was all her fault, she should have just said no and this day would have went differently. Everything that was going on between the two of them would be differently. <p> She just hope that this doesn't tear them apart.
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