Before we get started, it should be noted that Estellaís life is a collection of broken dreams and forgotten promises.
If her life was a fairy tale, the girl wouldn't be the princess. Oh no, she would be the hero of the story. She's too loud, too strong, too much of a star to be confided in a castle or a tower. Estella doesn't rely on anyone, and that's both her downfall and her greatest trait.
Estella's a star, a supernova. She shines brighter than them all.
Estella is a star. Itís a simple as that. Even as a child, sheís shone brighter than nearly everyone around her. Though she may not have been the most popular kid back in high school, thereís just something about her that makes people drawn to her. Estella captivates everyone she meets. Maybe itís her outgoing personality, her intelligence, or her habit of making everyone feeling better. Sheís confident, a slight rebel, and charming. Of course that's only the good side of her. With all the cameras and a reputation to uphold, Estella can not
afford to have people see the bad side of her.
Her good looks couldíve sailed a ship
But her will alone couldíve sunk it
"Estella is such
a sweetheart. She's so charming and polite to everyone. Always so modest about her talents and grounded, and it's just so amazing. She has always been a handful, but it was usually put in her fatherís hands. As a child she was incredibly fussy. So loud, rambunctious, and defiant. Of course she's still like thank but thankfully she's toned down a little since then. She and I were never as close as I wished we were, but she is to this day a daddyís girl. Sheís a good girl when she needs to be, and her looks will get her far in life. "
estella's mother, analeigh's point of view
"Estella has always held a special place in my heart. I donít know what it is but she does indeed have me wrapped around her tiny finger. Iím so proud of her and her talents. She's a very sweet girl who wouldn't hurt a fly, unless someone she loves is hurt. Then she turns into a completely different person."
estella's father, julian's point of view
"The loud girl in class? She's alright I guess. I've never really talked to her before, but she seems like a nice person. She's crazy talented too. Really good at acting and playing the piano. The latter is really surprising though. Estella isn't the one to sit still, she's always doing something, so how she managed to learn how to play the piano is beyond me."
a classmate's point of view
"Estella was such a wonderful student at school. So intelligent, and understood everything so quickly. Except of math. She never seemed to get the hang of doing mental math and variables confused her immensely, but other than that she was an outstanding student. Almost got a 4.0 GPA to, if it weren't for the D she got in math and the three detentions she got for getting into a fight with a girl."
teacher's point of her
"She's our best friend, and we honestly can't imagine life without her. We had all stuck together through everything, we guess you can say, we're attached at the hip or whatever the saying is. Though around us, Estella is a completely different person. The other, wilder side of her comes out. Honestly, she's a mess of contradictions. Sweet yet sour, loud yet quiet, shining yet invisible, outgoing yet introverted, strong yet fragile. It's confusing at times really. She's also a whirlwind of emotions around us. Her walls come down and we see the venerable side of her too. I can't even count the times that she's ran to one of our houses, crying and yelling about how much she hates how her mother doesn't care about her and how she hates her brother, and she hates him. The only person who've I never heard her say a bad word about in her family is her dad. And then during sixth grade through the end of middle school, we had to comfort her and everything because she had so much suicidal thoughts. It was alarming. Thankfully, she doesn't have them as much anymore."
her friends' opinion
"Estella is a bitch. I don't care what anyone or the magazine says, she is a complete bitch. I don't know why anyone can get along with her. She's so fucking loud and opinionated, it's as annoying as hell. And she's also a model and an actress, and the only reason why is because she's a fucking slut and sleeps with all her directors and her family is filthy rich. She doesn't even have a bit of talent in her. Oh, and did I tell you that she had the nerve to hit me? Yeah, I know right. Like who does she think she is?"
enemy's point of view
Disarm you with a smile
said by estella at least at one point in time
"Really? I mean honestly?"
"You are ridiculous"
"I love you."
"I'm right, and you're wrong. Deal with it."
"Hey that's mine!"
"I hate you"
"Smile, you'll look like less scary like that."
"This argument is over."
"Why are you with him if he does that to you?"
"You know, maybe I donít know what love is"
"Iím sorry, but your range of emotions are limited to happy today. Please obliged and rid yourself of any other emotion. Thank you."
"I don't like you. Leave."
"What is wrong with you?!"
"Oh my god. Are you serious right now?"
"This is why you don't have friends! Except for me of course."
"Your opinion is irrelevant."
Nobody takes a picture of something they want to forget.
Remember how I'm suppose to keep a journal and write about how I feel in terms of the quote we're given or whatever? Of course you don't. You're an inanimate object, how could you? Anyways, the quote above is what we have to write about, and I just absolutely hate it. HATE it. Oh, I have to expand of that thought don't I? Grr. Well, I suppose I don't like the quote because it's not true. Sometimes people do take a picture of something they want to remember for the rest of their lives, but then something happens, and they want to forget about it. But they can't because the pictures are a constant reminder of what was and then you can't help but think of what could've been. Then the more you look at the pictures, the more heartbroken you get, and you feel as though you might break. Then the waterworks comes, and you just break down.
There's always the option of burning the picture, ripping it into shreds, or just throwing it out, but it's so much more to that than just throwing it away. Those memories we want to remember, are etched into our minds. We can't forget them. And the during our darkest moments, they all come rushing back. Making you feel ever worse than you already are. Pictures are memories. You can't forget them no matter how much you want to. I guess what I'm trying to say -- or write -- is that things change, and it's normal to want to forget.
But every night I burn,
every night I call your name
Every night I burn,
every night I fall again
ESTELLAíS PURSE CONTENTS
3. Book (The Fault in Our Stars)
6. Various cosmetic products.
8. Random Lint and Paper Pieces
9. Grocery list
text to kat:
THERE ARE NO REDVINES AT THE STORE. I REPEAT THERE ARE NO REDVINES AT THE STORE. THERE ARE ONLY TWIZZLERS. WHY?! THIS IS RIDICULOUS! R I D I C U L O U S. GOD!
text to dad:
Daddy! When are you coming to visit me? I miss you so much! Anyways, remember that you promised to bring me back something. Preferably something sweet like candy and/or chocolate.
text to mom:
No, I'm not coming home for dinner.
text to cassy:
I refuse to believe that I lost to josh
of all people. I demand another chance, and this I will win the bet. Make sure it's a bet that I can actually win okay. That both
of us can win.
text to kate, cassy, and ruby:
OMG. OMG. OMG. I'm in a room with like totally hot male models. I don't think I can breathe. HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO ACT NATURAL AT A TIME LIKE THIS? HELP ME. I wish you guys were with me right now.
my heart is a weapon of war
from mom: "Are you going to come home for dinner tonight? I know that your brother is going to be there, but can't you two just get along for an hour or so? It would mean so much to me if you could come."
from kat: "You need to come over asap. We're watching all the movies in cassy's collection and we need you here now. Bring some snacks too."
from ruby: "HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE! I can't believe you're eighteen already! A proper adult. It's surprising anyways. I know you're probably going to be asleep when you get it since you're in Europe right now but seriously HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Also, I'm so jealous that your b-day present is hanging out with shirtless male models. Lucky ducky."
from cassy: "Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Estella, happy birthday to you! -laughs- That's was from all of us! Happy birthday dear. We all love you and miss you very much!"
from her brother "Happy birthday brat."
TOP 10 MOST PLAYED SONGS ON HER ITUNES
1. Carmen - Lana del Rey
2. This Is What Makes Us Girls - by Lana del Rey
3. Lil' Red Riding Hood - Amanda Seyfried
4. We Are Young - Glee Cast
5. Princess of China - Coldplay ft. Rihanna
6. Born to Die - Lana del Rey
7. Wonderwall - Oasis
8. Honestly - Kelly Clarkson
9. Inaction - We Are Scientists
10. Roman's Revenge - Nicki Minaj ft. Eminem
She laughs like god, her mindís like a diamond
Buy her tonight, sheís still shining
Like lightning, light, like lightningÖ
ANSWER TO A INTERVIEW QUESTION
Not everyone I'm sure. -laughs- UmÖ I donít know where to start. I mean thatís a pretty broad question, so I suppose Iíll start with the basics. My full name is Estella Donatella-Evalina Wothington. My friends calls me Stella or Star because my name means star. Really, Estella means star and Donatella means star. *laughs* Itís quite funny in my opinion. I kind of like my name, but there is too many a s in my name. I was born in Marseille, France so thatís why I have slight French accent.
1. What was the first thing you did in 2012?
Um, I ate my birthday cake.
2. Do you think we will really all die this year?
No, I don't.
3. What was the best thing that happened to you in 2011?
Oh, this is hard... um. I'll probably say getting into Julliard.
4. What was the worst?
... My first break up. It was a bit unexpected.
5. How many people did you kiss in 2011?
5. But two of them don't count because it was for a movie.
6. What do you want to happen this year?
I magically get a good singing voice? -laughs- I don't know!
7. What are your 2012 goals?
Um, get good grades and be happy. God, these are all awful goals!
8. Tell us something that we might find surprising about your 2011.
.... I don't know how to answer this. I don't think there's anything surprising about my 2011!
9. What do you want to happen this year that didnít happen last year?
Um. Preferably not to get dumped. Or run out of Redvines and Twinkies. One or the other.
10. Have you made any new friends yet this year?
Sadly, not yet.
11. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
This is hard! Um, by a big bear? I'll just give it food! -nods-
12. Day or night?
13. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
It depends on whether I closed it or not, but I usually sleep with it open.
14. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
15. What is your biggest pet peeve?
It would have to be double standards.
15. Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?
Of course I do!
16. What is your Chinese astrological sign?
17. How many languages can you speak?
3. French, English, and Spanish.
She falls because the wings she has can't lift her.
She's 5'7 of perfection.
She's 5'7 of chaos
You only know what I want you to
I know everything you don't want me to
Oh your mouth is poison, your mouth is wine
You think your dreams are the same as mine
Oh I don't love you but I always will