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NAME: jayna marie luan. <BR>
AGE: seventeen.<BR>
NICKNAMES: janny (by mother), jay (by the lazy) <BR>
GENDER: female </BR>
DATE OF BIRTH: June 24th <BR>
ORIENTATION: heterosexual<BR>
MEMBERGROUP: manhattan<BR>
CANON/ORIGINAL: original<BR>
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“I haven’t really had a boyfriend yet, see? They all think I’m a prude because I don’t go out much. They all think I’m a pushover.”<br><br>
“You sort of are.”<br><br>
“I guess I sort of am.”
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You may ask Bee Riley about Mayra Luan, she used to go to high school with the girl, she’ll laugh coldly and call her the biggest slut around. This something from Bee Riley, known for being one of those girls who smoked behind the school with the boys, her leather jacket and big hair, who was known for giving various favors underneath the bleachers. “No, seriously, she was the worst kind of whore,” Bee told her brother, nearly asleep on the couch, “She married for money, and f-cked around for everything he can’t give her. But that’s not why, she was the worst kind of whore because she denied being a whore.” Some memory of the deceased.<br><br>
But, Jayna Luan is completely aware of the way her mother’s mind worked, coming into her room at odd hours of the night. She would cry about what a good man Jayna’s father was, would claim a drunken love for him over all the other bastards she knew, and would tell Jayna that it wasn’t about sex. It wasn’t about love.<br><br>
It was about security. It was about what he could do for you, what he could give you.<br><br>
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She’s nothing but the wallpaper on the side. A girl who doesn’t want to be noticed, and so she sticks herself in the plainest clothes, picks up a book, and hides behind it whenever company should come around.
She is not her mother. She cannot flirt and flounce and get everything she desires with the touch of a hand. She is not her father. She cannot smile and be personable, feigning like he really doesn’t know that they call him names behind his back. She is not her brother. She is nothing.<br><br>
She is something unknown.<br><br>
She’s passive aggressive, judgmental, crude, cruel, somewhat snobbish, envious, self-loathing, intelligent, and adaptive. Though the intelligence comes out through her high grades in school, the adaptation from the way she always seems to try and mold her way around people telling them what they want to pass under the radar easily. The rest will stay in her head for as long as she allows it, or until she breaks down (which happens a good once a month, Jayna’s no stranger to her own tears). She’ll often look down upon someone, and then snap at herself, belittle herself until she feels she’s made up for the judgment she’s put on the other person. An inferiority complex about her superiority complex, if you can understand that.<br><br>
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About You:<br>
Name: Jayna Marie Luan<br>
Nationality: Chinese, fuck you, I’m American<br>
Ethnicity: Chinese, don’t ask me where<br>
School: Constance Billiard<br>
GPA: 3.7<br>
Favorite Book: Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close by Jonathon Safran Foer<br>
Greatest Fear: Commitment. A lack of security.<br>
Dreams: To get a decent job and marry a nice doctor.<br><br>
What Do You Lack? A backbone.
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Bee again, mod here. See Serena van der Woodsen for other information, other characters include Wynell Wang and Durtan Lye.
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