An unexpected visit, Nakagauchi Masataka x Baba Tooru <3

[Fyra]

*knocks on the door impatiently. They arrived at home four days ago after the Dream Live Fourth Extra performances from Oosaka, but he hasn't met Baba a single moment since those awkward minutes at the station.*

It is hight time to make everything clear...

*scratches his head nervously then looks at the T-shirt which he holds in his hand*

I hope he will like it... although that message may be a bit perv, was it the perfect choice? I'm not sure anymore...

*knocks again then let out a long sigh*

*realizing that Baba probably left home or he simply doesn't want to open to him, Masa strokes the poor front door lightly then decides to leave*

*after taking his first step, the door loudly opens, he turns his head toward the direction of the sound*

Ba... Ba-chon...

He looks tired... so exhausted... did he sleep well?

[missblackmurder]

*Baba can hear the knock on the door...even though it's late, he's trying to get some sleep, that days in Osaka have been exhausting, and the scene at the station doesn't let him sleep*

...I feel like a stupid teenager, I didn't know what to do...I just stood there...I'm embarrassed

*He gets up slowly, a bit sleepy, and starts to walk towards the door a bit hesitant*

what if it's him?...I don't know how I can react...and I haven't answered to any of his calls...

*a third knock just when he's just in front of the door...and he grabs the knob of the door*

if it's him...I have to face the situation...I can't act so childishly

*Baba opens the door quite loudly...and as he suspected...there he is, Masa, holding something on his hand...*

*Baba can't look at him, he feels quite embarrassed and awkward*

daamn, look at him, try it! it isn't his fault...it's yours baka!

H-hi...*says with a trembling voice while points to the interior of his house* oh, please...enter...feel like home...

Perfect! if you do it so well, he won't feel like home...

*barely looks at the other guy while he gets a sit somewhere and waits till he's sat*

Would you like something? tea, coffee, a drink...

[Fyra]

He is like... too formal, or... like we didn't know each other at all.

Ha... hai, *bows lightly (but why? - the thought crosses his mind) and goes in*

*not like he hasn't been at Baba's before, they regularly go out in the evenings, and sometimes they start with a sandwich at Masa's or with a coke at Baba's - it is surprising that everything feels awkward at the moment, though*

*sits down at the table in the kitchen and looks at Baba, nervously*

A coffee... I would appreciate a cup of coffee, *says quietly then looks at the table, doesn't stare at the other guy only when Baba starts to prepare the drink*

So... how have you been recently?

Idiot... how do you think he has been? He felt probably confused, you are the older one, you should show him the way you two chose!!

[missblackmurder]

*Masa says he wants a coffee so he starts to prepare it quickly, trying to calm himself while doing it*

He hasn't looked at me...that's bad...does it mean he's going to break up with me?

*The dancer asks him how he has been recently*

Ah...erm...I've been...

feeling like crap

...fine...*starts to feel like breaking while he waits to the coffee to finish* and the fact that I'm so tired and I look so bad it's because I haven't stopped...

true, but mostly because I'm dying for being with you like these past days...

you know, the dvd and the photobook...*smiles sadly to himself and his voice starts to shake, he can feel the tears in his eyes*

I can't stand thinking that I messed everything up...

*the coffee is done and pours it in a cup, and gives it to the dancer, trying to cover the tears that are almost falling, trying to not cry*

I'm just like a little child...I fail

an-and you? *tries to not look at Masa, he doesn't want to be discovered*

[Fyra]

Fine, right? Have I ever heard you to complain? You should start to think more of yourself, Ba-chon...

Great then, *says with a soft smile and feels like heading the table in front of him. How could it be great anyway?! Why did he say it? Sounding so emotionless...*

You shouldn't push it... too much. It is important, but your health... you know...

What's with that formal shit? Why can't I just stand up and hug him?

*Baba gives the cup to him, the younger boy doesn't lift his eyes to meet Masa's sight at all*

Now...

*reaching out for the coffee, touches Baba's hand softly... then realizing what he did, leans back and crosses his arms before his chest, coughing*

I was... fine, *says quietly, looking to an other direction, blushing*

Of course, I was... being scolded by my manager, being laughed at by my students at the dance lessons when I couldn't concentrate at all and missed more moves then them altogether... of course, I was fine.

*starts to drink the coffee slowly, sipping it... memories about that night in the hotel, about the events in the bar and then... in the room... come to his mind*

*the awkward silent gets deeper and deeper with every single moment*

I... shouldn't have had to come here in the first place.

I may... had better leave now, right? You probably want to be alone... please, sleep a bit, you really need to take some rest.

Not like I felt like not loving your sleepy face and slow moves... I just can't get rid of the thought you might become ill or... anything.

*stands up staring at the table*

Tha... thank you for the coffee, and... sorry for bothering you at this time in the night...

You have to tell him.

... I just... needed to see you.

[missblackmurder]

*tries to not cry, and manages to calm himself a bit...till Masa said he was fine*

...did I hear...was?, oh my fucking God...I fucked up everything

*Baba doesn't know what to say, and the silence is the most awkward ever*

I'm the worst host ever...but what should I say? sorry for being so freaking stupid and almost running away at the station?

*Masa starts to excuse himself to leave, would that be what the younger boy needs?, Baba still can't look at him feeling stupid at him*

*Masa gets up excusing himself again, but suddenly says that he just wanted to see Baba, and the younger boy seems to react to that words, and feels like wanting to get up and stop the dancer*

I-I shouldn't let him go, would I lose this oportunity?

*Masa is almost touching the knob of the door...*

wait...*Baba says in a whisper that can't be hear* WA-WAIT! *probably it has sounded a bit loud, but that makes the other stop*

Stay here please...I need you to stay here...

[Fyra]

*Baba doesn't say anything when Masa is telling he simply needed to say the other boy*

So... it was really unnecessary to come here... confusing him again...

*heads to the door slowly, his steps are getting faster and faster, though, and he is almost rushing when he would open the door...*

*he freezes at the moment when Baba's shout reaches him*

What should I do?

*his right hand is touching the door*

What should I do?

*feels his heart to beat faster and faster*

Won't it hurt him even more if I stay? Wouldn't it be better to leave and quit his life? Not bothering him anymore? Letting him be? Letting him find a pretty girl and leaving all this mess behind?

*closes his eyes... and pushing him away from the door*

I'm the most self-centered person in the world...

*turns back and walks slowly to Baba*

... I'm the worst....

*stops for a moment in front of the other then hugs him tightly, leaning his head on Baba's shoulder*

... but I do need him.

Would you let me love you? Would you? *whispers lightly, being somehow glad that Baba doesn't see his face at the moment, he doesn't see Masa to be weak*

[missblackmurder]

*when he doesn't hear the door opening he feels kind of relieved, at least he has made the dancer stop...*

Now what?, I feel so useless, so helpless...

*although he doesn't look anywhere but the floor, he can hear Masa walking towards him and feels his heart racing*

...I need you, please...

*then, Masa stops in front of him, and as if he had heard the younger boy's plea and hugs him tighly leaning his head on his shoulder, Baba closes his eyes*

At last...

*Masa asks that, whispering...Baba feels completely relieved, but can't hold back the tears anymore...starting to run through his face in silence, those days had felt like years...and now, he's there hugging him, even though Baba acts sometimes like a brat*

So..rry *hugs Masa back* it's all my fault...*sobs slightly* I didn't know what to do, I just...

*silence*

...please, don't leave me...

[Fyra]

*even though tears are running down on his face, he can't help chuckling lightly when the other says those things he usually says*

How would it have been your fault, baka...

*his right hand is stroking Baba's back constantly, like the other was a little child that needs to be comforted by a big, protecting person*

Yes, I will comfort you...

*when Baba asks Masa not to leave him, Masa can't help gasping for air and now he doesn't mind his lover hearing his crying voice other*

... I will protect you...

Leaving you... baka. Baka, baka, my Baka-chon, *hugs the other more tightly*

... I will love you.

*decides to let the other guy go, turns away and wipes down his own tears quickly*

*with his red eyes looks at Baba and smiles shyly*

Eh... embarrassing *chuckles*, I didn't want you to see me to cry... sorry, *adds lightly then looks at the floor totally blushing*

[missblackmurder]

*Masa chuckles a bit and tells him how that can be his fault, and comforts him, he even calls Baba baka for telling him not to leave*

Just never leave me, ok? *pouts a bit since the dancer can't see him, and tries to stop crying*

yes...never, never...

*his lover lets him go, and can't resist to put a shocked face when looks directly at Masa for the first time since he stayed there, he had been crying,...that is something almost new for him*

You, you have been crying...*still looking at the other guy a bit surprised*

*Masa chuckles embarrassed and admits it blushing...that makes Baba laugh for the first time in days*

Don't feel sorry...if I had to say sorry every time I cry you wouldn't stop! *laughs softly*

...you've seen me way too many times crying...*mumbles a bit to himself*

But you know? you look incredibly cute like this *smiles shyly*

...even thought I keep on making mistakes...I need you so so much...

*takes Masa's chin to make him come near, and kisses him sweetly*

I love you...

[Fyra]

You don't have to tell me, *chuckles again confused and starts to wipe down his tears again, looks to another direction*

Although he has seen me to cry so many times after the performances... but crying because of someone else? Crying because of love? It really is something else...

*hearing Baba to laugh, Masa lifts his sight at his lover and smiles*

Isn't it the sweetest sound to hear ever?

*Baba tells him he looks so cute being shy which makes him blush again*

Mou, leave this topic already... *pouts and looks at the floor again, not noticing that Baba steps closer in a moment, takes his chin and kisses him in the sweetest way ever*

*Masa feels his knees to get weak immediately and he doesn't mind melting in the short kiss which felt like a little piece of chocolate*

*he bites his lips after the kiss having his eyes still closed for a few moments*

And I thought everything changed... and actually, everything did change. I didn't even realize how much I was starving for his touch, for his skin, for his lips... and now all things about him seem to be even more wonderful than before.

*opens his eyes and strokes Baba's face, leans his forehead on Baba's*

[missblackmurder]

*when they break the kiss, Baba opens his eyes, and looks smiling widely to his lover who takes a moment more with his eyes closed and biting his lip as if he wanted to savour the kiss that he has received*

He looks so paceful like this...I will never forget this image...

*Masa opens his eyes, Baba blushes a bit since Masa had caught him looking at him like a proud girlfriend, but Masa strokes his face and leans his forehead on him*

*Baba is the one who closes his eyes now, and sighs*

he's the most amazing guy in the world...and he's mine!!!

*Baba chuckles a bit because of that thought, then opens his eyes again and smiles at his lover*

I demand you to stay the night here~~! *spazzes, then glomps Masa*

I won't let you go! ohnononoh! *laughs*

[Fyra]

*keeps stroking his boyfriend's face, let out a sigh of relief*

So... we really are together. It wasn't only a dream... or, is it one? A dream which came true...

*hears Baba to chuckle, opens his eyes with a short smile on his face*

Nani?

*Baba opens his eyes as well and smiles at Masa then glomps at him; Masa almost falls because of the sudden move*

Woah, spazzing like this *laughs then gives a short kiss on the nose of his lover*, if you really want me to stay here, of course, I will, *says then and hugs Baba tightly, enjoys the fragrance of the other's skin*

I don't have any wishes either... staying with you forever, my precious love, it is the greatest present life can give me.

I will take you at your word, *whispers in Baba's ear then picks up his lover briding style and smiles at him widely*

[missblackmurder]

Yaaaaaaaaay! *spazzes a bit more* Spazzing? me?...naaah *laughs*

Yatta! you're staying here~! *sticks his tongue out*

*Masa hugs him tightly, Baba enjoys that moment again purring contentedly*

*suddenly, his lover picks him up and carries him briding style, Baba makes a WTF face*

...WTF? why I'm being carried like this?...I'm not a girl!

Oiiiii, let me gooo! *shakes a bit his body* I'm not a girl...nor a princess! *spazzes*

I don't remember demanding you carrying me like a girl...*the other guy laughs*

Come on! I'm taller than you! *says yelling a bit, crosses his arms and looks at other place as if he feels offended*

[Fyra]

*Baba starts to shake himself, which isn't very good for Masa's chest and for muscles in general*

Okay, dear, just go on jumping like a crazy brat if you want to fall on the floor, *says teasing then can't help laughing when Baba says he isn't a princess*

Wouldn't you like to be my princess? Talking about two princes and their happy lives sounds so weird, doesn't it?

*laughs again then Baba yells at him*

*frowns and begins not to like the situation*

Just wait till I drop you off somewhere...

*puts on a cocky smile then puts down his lover in a gentle way; Baba's feet reach the floor first, but before he could stand properly, Masa just pushes him away*

*both of them fall on the fluffy carpet, then Masa finds a comfortable pose sitting on Baba and crosses his arms*

Then, I'm waiting for your idea what to do, *smirks*