Every time i see you, Beau Hedlund

It felt great to be in someone’s arms and to feel wrapped up in someone’s kiss. He wasn’t even confused at this moment, and that really was something to cherish. He had been confused for weeks. He was getting really sick of thinking, and contemplating, and pacing, and rethinking. It was getting positively exhausting. Now though, he wasn’t doing any of that. He watched her as she walked out of the pool and followed close behind her. He noticed he had been doing a lot of following her.

He laughed as she rubbed him down with the towel. It felt a little silly, but he enjoyed it. As she grabbed her phone and room key, he grabbed his and nodded at her question. ”Yeah, we can go back now.” After he answered, he swept her off her feet, literally, and was carried her bridal style back to their room. Refusing to put her back down again, he fumbled with the key and opened the door.

“I hope you like it…” he said as he put her down revealing the room to her. He quickly lit the candles that had been waiting for patiently for her. He was incredibly nervous and excited at the same time. There was so much riding on this marriage and this attempt to be a good husband. It was cliché, naïve, and boyish, but girls loved things like that. That’s what every movie he had ever watched said: woman loved anything that made a man look like a dork to other men. He’d learned early on to accept it, so here he was: sitting in this romantically set up room with chocolate, rose petals, and candles and praying to god that maybe he did something right for once.

She smiled up at him and held onto him as he spoke. then all of a sudden he picked her up the screamed with delight as she felt warm and then decided to nip at his neck and giggle when he fumbled with the keys. when he put her down and the candles came to life one by one she smiled once again.

"i love this because its a very sweet and kind gesture that anyone has ever gave me! I've never had anything like this before." she went and ran and jump at him while wrapping her legs around his waste and putting everything into the kiss that roamed all over his body that she could reach.

She leans back and look at him "careful Mr hedlun i may just be falling in love with you" she spoke in a non joking tone as she waiting for his reaction andfacial reaction. will he reciprocate her feelings?

As she leaped into a kiss and had him all wrapped up, he smiled back, held her there, and kissed back with just as much ferocity. She pulled away and spoke. He looked deep into her ears as she did and tried to understand clearly what was going on. Beau wasn’t sure what to say. Maybe she was falling in love with him? Maybe she was and maybe they were supposed to, but it was a lot to handle all at once. He didn’t really say anything specifically back; he just smiled as if to say ‘give me time and I will be yours.’ He meant it. He just needed some more time, but he would keep on trying until it got incredibly difficult to try, and after that, he would try some more.

He placed her back down and lay on the bed, staring up at the ceiling of the hotel room. Patting the place next to him, he invited her to join him. It wasn’t an invitation for sex; it was an invitation for nearness. He didn’t want her to think he was far too eager, but he did want to lie next to her and feel her body beside him. It was comforting to be next to anyone at all when you’re too use to being alone all the time. That’s what Beau was: he was alone 90% of the time. He led his bachelor lifestyle and drank and worked, but right now he was sitting next to a beautiful girl. Most of all, right now, he wasn’t alone.

His eyes peered over at her, and he smiled a little. “What do you think about the most?” He asked. It was a strange question, so he tried feebly to explain, “I mean, like, what do you think about when your mind is free to just think? Does that make sense?” It was strange, but he truly wanted to know.

She laid down beside him and had a thoughtful look on her face as she layed on his shoulder and snuggled into his warm and sexy body, she saw him smile and just nod her head at him for his attempt to appease her. "what I think about when my mind is freed up... you may laugh at me..." she said with a smile as she moved to lay on top of him and rest her chin on her folded up arms that were resting on his chest. "I think of any and everything that my eyes land on. like for instance on how hot you look in the flickering light from a candle or what else I have to do for a show or... I even think of paper plates and the color of wood." She said with a straight face.

She is not the best person on describing her feelings, all she knew was how to act them out. "I and not good with words..." she explain to him as she looked into his eyes. She got brave enough and kissed his chest and alter between kissing and nipping at his bare skin. "anything else you wish to know oh husband of mine? I am not asking that you confess your undying love for me... just that you will be a friend..?" she said with a gentle smile at him as she still lay on his chest and watch to see if she had went to far this time.

OOC: you can take it as far as he is willing to go.

Beau smiled as he listened to her speak and describe the inner workings of her mind. She wasn’t very good with words, and he was all too familiar with being good with words. It wasn’t hard for Beau to say what people wanted to hear. She was interesting to listen to because she didn’t say what people wanted to hear all the time. It made her uniquely fascinating when she spoke. Beau wasn’t like that, or at least, he didn’t feel like he was. He almost always did what people wanted him to do. It was a character flaw or talent. He couldn’t quite figure out which.

Feeling her kiss him, he grinned back at her. His smile had stretched wider and wider. Every kiss made him more wildly excited than the one before. As she placed her head on his chest, his heart beat a little bit faster. “Of course,” he said while twirling some of her long hair with one of his fingers, “I’ll always be your friend.” Maybe he did fall in love with her a little bit right then with her head on his chest, her eyes on his, her pretty hair, and her eyes on his.

She was so incredibly pretty, and he doubted that she really knew that she was. “I know this is random,” he laughed lightly, “But do you know that you are really, honestly, beautiful?” She had somehow captivated him. Maybe it was the candlelight and the way it was bouncing off of her face. Maybe it was his quickly beating heart and the way he was really starting to like her. It didn’t matter why or what was making him feel this way. All that mattered was that he did. He pulled her face towards his so he could kiss her again. His hand slipped down to the small of her back, after pulling her closer to him, it rested there.

She looked up at him as he was talking, at least he was not talking about running away with her odd ball of a mouth going off. She smiled at him and looked into his eyes "that is not odd at all... I always thought my self pretty. but who may think I am beautiful is in the eye of the beholder." She smiled once more as she let him pull her close and kiss her some more.

This felt right just being with each other not in no rush to push everyone else faster or hold them back, she lean back to catch her breath as her heart felt like it would burst from being so happy right here and now she laughed softly as they were watching each other "thank you for thinking i am beautiful Beau... it means a lot to me" she spoke as she went back to showing him how much she enjoyed his arms around her and just to snuggled up to him and bask in the gentle glow of the candle light as she went back to kissing his lips and let him take it as far as he was willing to go.

She would go all the way if he wanted to, but she would not voice that opinion right now so she just kept on enjoying the feel of his warm skin on hers as she sigh with contempt in his arms.

Physically, he was ready to have sex just like any other man. It wasn’t a secret that she was beautiful, and it had been awhile since he’d been physically intimate with someone. It wasn’t like he didn’t want to take things further; however, he barely knew her. They had gotten married and jumped into a relationship that he could barely fathom, let alone truly appreciate. He didn’t want to move too quickly. Honestly, all he really wanted was to fall madly and deeply in love. In the past, it had been incredibly easy for Beau to confuse love and lust when he was with girls before. When it came to matters of the heart, he was very easy to confuse and very easy to grow bored with anything less than love.

“You’re welcome, Nicole.” He smiled and wrapped his arms tightly around her holding her against him as close as he could pull her in. Pulling away from her sweet kiss, he snuggled his face into her shoulder. Her hair was in his face, and he continued to smile. It was entirely pleasant to be wrapped up in someone else. He had been alone for so long that he had forgotten what it was like to have moments like this one.

The smell of the pool’s chlorine hadn’t begun to bother him at all, and the candles did their best to waft sweet smelling perfumes of vanilla, and other girly scents that he hadn’t picked out, to cover up that chlorine smell. The proximity of his body to hers, though, made it difficult for any burning candle to cover it up. If anything, this chlorine smell would always remind him of their wedding night; it was the night he jumped into a pool in his boxers and had to learn to be a husband. This was the first night of every night he’d spend with her after this one. It was alright for that night to smell like chlorine because life wasn’t always pretty and good-smelling, but even when it wasn’t, it could feel pretty good.

She smiled down at him and laughed softly at him puzzling her neck. his warm breath sent chills down her spine as she layed there just enjoying time with him. what more could a girl ask for? Now if she could only get him use to her horses. that was going to be a chore in it's self! She sighed haply in his warm arms.

She then stood up and made her way to the bathroom and smiled back at him "I'm going to take a hot shower... you can join if you wish" smiling as she walked into the bathroom and turned the water on just right then began to undress and wondering if he would join her.

She let her phone play 'right where I need to be by Gary Allen' she climbed in and let the water run over her face and eyes open watching t he shower door to see if he would come. would he come? It wasn't like she was asking for sex! All she wanted was company, just to get to know him more.