Today just felt like a whistling kind of day,there was nothing wrong with whistling besides the fact that it annoyed well everyone. Maybe it was just her, naw any sane person would say the same. She guess it depended on the whistle itself, and the tune. There was this guy who would whistle tunelessly, it drove her mad. Or the one her dad use to whistle ‘twisted nerve’, the whole song was whistled. It took her a long time to be able to hear a whistle without jumping out of her skin. It wasn’t something that caused her fear anymore, it was just something that made her feel empty. Some may say feeling empty was worse than feeling scared, those people didn’t have to live with fear everyday. No, empty was better than fear in her book. She continued to whistle a nice musical tone.Everyone who walked by was seeing her smiling and whistling and they would smile back some would even join in.
She knew she needed to get a couple of things done before she could join her Queen, but she really wished she could just join her right this second instead of..well later.Was it just her or did it feel like lately she had been spending less time with her wife?It just made her feel better knowing she was safe, which she knew was a stupid thing to be worried about but still.She picked up her pace,the faster she finished the sooner she could be with her Queen. Wait what was she suppose to do again, she stood in the middle of the hallway.It was definitely gonna be one of those days,she never use to have a problem with days like these. Then again that was before she was Queen, second Queen, but still it made a difference.Now she was a Queen and she couldn’t afford to be scattered brained.
She knew it had something to do by the library, in the library, or was it about the library.Well this could go all sorts of ways,well she could start by heading over there maybe that will jog her memory.She started heading over to the library, if Diana was there she would remind her what it is she was about to do, she knew everything that had to do with the library.She could definitely help, that is if she was there in the first place. Not that she was expecting her or anything but it would help, then again it would also help if she wasn’t so scattered brained.She laughed,it wasn’t like she was like this all the time at least she hoped not.Well it wouldn’t help her to just stand....
The whistling stopped when she saw her wife walk by on the way to the throne room, how did she have that effect on her? It was like the whole world just stopped, whatever it was that held her grounded disappeared. It was like she was keeping her centered, it all just revolved around her.Sometimes it scared her how much she seemed to need her Queen. What if one day she would to get bored of her, or outgrew her. She wouldn’t blame her and she would never let her see how much it would affect her if she left. She herself knew that it would kill her if that day would come,which is why she was scared of such strong feelings. It was not fair to her Queen to have such doubts, but how could she not?
She stood there and watched her Queen leave, at that moment she felt like crying. She sucked it up and....where was she suppose to go again?This was definitely one of those days.She laughed.She backed up ready to leave when she ran into someone.
“Sorry, didn’t see you there.” she said as she turned around.