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[Alexandria Christine Kellett]

How could she sink so low?! The rumors of Alex's baby being Rei's was spreading. of course it was the truth but she hated it. She loved Toni. He might be aggravating and totally perfect., but he was her prefect match. There was no one better for her than him. He was her everything and it killed her that it wasnt his baby. If it wasnt his than it didnt feel like hers. She could hear people talk when she walks by. sometimes its some crazy story that she got pregnant with Rei on purpose so she could keep him and Toni to herself. He she didnt want Rei. She didnt want him to hate her but she surely did not want to have his baby. Other stories were like she wanted Rei for the sex and got pregnant to tie him down to her but she was still going to marry Toni.... It was all ridiculous. Alex was losing her mind. She hated hearing people talk about her especially when it has to do with a truth that she has been trying so hard to deny.

Alex got the job done though.... She had to do it. She didnt want the baby if it wasnt Toni's. She's the only one who knows what she did but she was going to tell people that she had a miscarriage. The guilt was killing her though. she was suppose to have a baby girl with the German prince. Something like that just doesnt go away. Toni of course thought it was his. It was hard keeping the truth from him. She couldnt tell him. He would be mad and hurt. She didnt even want to think about what he would do if he really knew. Just thinking about losing him scared her. She couldnt be without him now. not after they've fought to be together for so long. It wasnt fair. She needed the baby to be gone.

She packed a bag of a few clothes and things before leaving the Kellett weekend house. she was so ashamed that she couldnt even face her own family. Ash, with his innocence slowly slipping away, Adrian and his know it all attitude.... They were all so perfect and lovely and she was an all around screw up. her recent actions would only add to their disappointment. She took one last look at the note she left on the table next to the bottom of the stairs.

"I'm gonna be gone for a while. Dont worry... Love, Alex"

She got her driver to take her to a hotel close to the edge of the city. It was a nice hotel but not the biggest or the fanciest in Glassview. She made her drive promise not to tell anyone where she was. He was really the only person she could trust. She didnt know how long she was going to be away. She didnt tell Toni for the first two days she was there... He called her constantly and asked where she was and how the baby was. she could tell he was getting worried because she never answered his calls or texts. She was so ashamed she couldnt even face him.

She spent four days in the hotel. She just drank until she passed out and watched T.V as her hangovers faded. She was happy she could drink again. On her fourth night she drunk texted Toni asking him to come to the hotel and gave him the number and everything. She continued to drink while she waited for him..


OCC: Outfit

[Antonio Cesar Hernandez]

Antonio felt that the word 'worried' no longer applied to how he felt. His fiancee, his Mariposa.... was gone. Just gone. She had just disappeared four days ago, with only a note to her family, saying not to worry which just made Toni worry more. Toni had called his mom but she said that she couldn't help him. He had a bad feeling about this. Her family was worried, but they figured she just needed sometime, and that she would come back on her own. Toni could do nothing but sit and wait, since she seemed to be ignoring all his calls and texts.

Toni didn't even think that her siblings were that worried. Ash seemed to be in his own world, and Adrian was having some baby drama with Jesse of some sort, and Alex's other siblings were never around. Toni was mostly worried that something had happened to her or the baby. He was sitting in his car in front of his weekend house when he got the text. He was confused. She had ignored him for four days and then just wanted him to show up? No, sorry I didn't call you, but be my booty call? Toni felt an unwelcome fury roar through him. It didn't help that Toni hadn't slept since Alex left, since his bed was now cold. Toni leaned his head against the steering wheel and took calming breaths. Once he was calm he felt that pure relief. She was okay.

Toni reached into the glove box and found a picture he wasn't supposed to have, but had found in Alex's room when he had went to look for clues where she went. It was an ultrasound. A recent one, where it stated that it was a girl. He was having a girl. They were having a beautiful baby girl. Toni had already planned some names, Abagail, Ashley, Amy, and Anita were only a few. He couldn't wait to see his Mariposa and come up with some names with her. This was a part of the joy of parenthood. He wanted to spend every second with Alex during this process. With that in mind, he started toward the hotel she had mentioned.

When Toni finally drove up to the hotel he was in a great mood. The anger that he had felt early was stored away. He wasn't really angry at Alex, and he wouldn't let anger try to cover his worry. Toni knocked on the hotel door and waited for her to open it. That was when he smelt something. It was.... booze? It couldn't be from Alex's room could it? Alex didn't drink, especially since she was pregnant. Toni figured it came from another room. He couldn't wait to get his Mariposa out of this place.

[Alexandria Christine Kellett]

Alex had went through about a half a bottle of vodka a day since she's been gone. Its been rough. She could do a lot of physical damage if she kept going with all the drinking. She looked just as bad as she felt. He blonde hair that was usually soft and flowy was now knotted up and in a bun. the slight make up she had on was smudgy and smeared around her eyes like she's been crying. She was still upset. She felt disappointed in herself. She felt guilt. she felt like a murderer. How could she face Toni?! or even her family?!

She had just finished off another bottle of vodka when she heard a knock at the door. She Looked at the door somewhat expecting it to open on its own. She actually had forgotten that she asked for Toni to come over, probably the alcohol's doing. She stumbled off the bed and to the door using the walls for balance. She was obviously drunk. Her head was hurting slightly. She had a head rush from getting up too fast. She had to steady herself at the door before she opened it.

She opened the door and saw Toni's wonderful face. "Hello, beautiful. What are you doing here?" she said somewhat cheerfully. Alex took a quick step and fell in his arms for a hug. She probably reeked of alcohol. She really did forget that she texted him at all. She forgot what she was going to tell him.

[Antonio Cesar Hernandez]

Toni smiled softly at her when she opened the door, but it quickly turned to a frown when he realized that she was drunk. Really drunk. Toni felt some of that early anger try and spark, but it didn't stick, worry took its place. "Mariposa. I have missed you... What are you doing in a place like this? And drinking? Sweetheart that isn't good for the baby." He said taking her hand and leading her to the bed.

"You text me. You told me that you were here and had something to tell me? Do you not remember, sweetheart?" He asked her with worry plain on his face. She had been gone for four days, and she looked like a mess, but his heart still ached with a strange kind of pleasure, knowing that this was the mother of his child. That he was with his family in this room. Toni ran a hand through her hair. He could tell that something was wrong, but he couldn't think of what it was.

"Mariposa,what is it? What's wrong?" He asked, practically begging for answers. He was worried about her and the baby. There was something not right about how she was acting.

OOC: sorry that its so short xD

[Alexandria Christine Kellett]

Alex smiled as Toni talked. It felt like so long since she's talked to him. even through her drunk state she could still feel the guilt. She followed him to the bed and she sat down. He sat next to her with worry clear on his face. She wrapped his arms around him pulling him closer. She disregaurded the fact that she felt liked she looked horrible. she kept kissing him gently on his neck, cheek, lips. she was completely ignoring his worry. She just wanted to forget about it and maybe work on getting preganat with his child. She still loved Rei but her love for Toni was stronger. She hated that she hurt Rei. After all Toni was his cousin and Rei introduced them! it was horrible. She was a horrible person. and now she killed her unborn baby because of Rei. She really hated herself. She didnt know how Toni still loved her. that's right... he still loved her because he didnt know that her baby wasnt his.

She heard him talk but she didnt particularly listen. She nodded while kissing him. she didnt want to talk about it anymore. She hated even thinking about it. She ran her hands through his hair just wanting him closer because she didnt know how long they'd still be together. she didnt want to loose him. She loved him so much that it hurt. It was unfair. She didnt mean to fall in love with Rei's cousin. she didnt mean to cheat on Toni with Rei and get pregnant. she didnt ask for any of it!

Hearing him say her nickname made her heart ache. How could she be so cruel! She could have gotten away with the baby not being his. Heck they were cousins the baby would have looked similar to both of them. No one would have found out! but she jumped to conclusions and took care of it before the baby had a chance to live. She let go of him and moved slightly away from him. She hated him for being so good to her. She hated herself for being such a terrible person. She didnt deserve Toni. She stood up and walked to the mini fridge to grab another bottle. "Want to drink with me?" she said with a smirk as she took a step to him and opened the bottle.