Into the mind of Paz, Transformation Journal

Day 6 (Mental thoughts)

Ugh. . . . All this dang it hurts. . . ugh. . . stupid grunts didn't have to beat me up that bad. Damn. Now because of them, I have to stay in this stupid hospital. That mad scientist. . . what was his name? Oh yea Gale, . .who in the F calls himself Gale. And he said my name was bad.

Yea, after poking me with so many needles, said. . . what was it? Oh yea, that cause of those guard 'prizes', I had to stay in the clinic until I was stable. I think he is the one needing to get into a mental hospital! Ugh, strain equal pain. . . Hope that sexy nurse comes back. If I was feeling more 'unpainful' I would so hit on her.

Looks like nothing really is happening to me yet. . . might it take some days or maybe weeks before I start turning to a freak? That is good then, I can still flirt with some of the chicks here in the island.

Ugh, my ribs still hurt. Might go and take that nap the pretty nurse lady suggested. . . .

Day 8 (mental)

Well, at least I don't have to be in this stupid clinic much longer. Didn't they say I was going to be released tomorrow morning? I hope so. I am getting so dang tired of all this crap. I just want to hide in my room and let no one see what is happening to me.

Dang . . . I really was hoping that it was just it was just the punches those thugs gave be before the experiment. Looking into the clinic bathroom mirror. . . Dang I am happy they FINALLY let me do my business in the restroom. I was hating going in that bag and the tu- ugh no, I am not going to remember that again.

AHHH! Why does this have to happen to me!! No one else seems to look so freakish like me! . . . .Well, minus that white fluff girl but still! At least she doesn't look like a goth! The black mark around my eyes looks like something that belonged in Hot Houndoom or something! And the freaky green neck line. What in hell was this!

The sexy nurse freak'n look at me with shock this morning when she noticed my emo marks and neck colored thing. I thought she was just amazed on how hot I looked. . . found out that the hard way. Dang, those marking hurt like hell. The feel so sore when I touch them . . . ughhh.

Ugh. . . I hate this stupid legendary-freak crap.

Day 11 (mental)

Why is it that I finally got back into my room and find it a complete mess??!?!?!? Luckily I was smart enough to hide most of my possessions in a high place. Most of my clothes and items were saved but I had to stupidly forget about the rest of my products in the bathroom! When I walked into the bathroom, I saw all of the colorful contents of my hair products all over the floor.

While no one was looking, I had to break down. I spent so much money on all those products. . . . and now it is all gone. How could he forget of those many bottles that lines the counter top?

The disaster in my room was not the only thing to bring me down. I am beginning to feel pain all over my body. Really, more on my feet and on my back. The pain on my back was a little more dull than my feet but it still annoys me. There is not much else on this island to distract me from the pain. Almost half of the female population was now. . . . gone.

Man. . . I am now depressed now. . . . might go down to the pool and might take a little swim

*minute pause*

In second thought, might just chill by the pool. I really don't feel like being in the water today. .