Diary Girl One

[SilentStar19]

Diary Girl One

The scene fades in from black to a girl sitting looking out the window, into the dark starry night. “It’s nothing but a flashback… I really love you…” were the words that whispered through her lips as a tear silently escaped her right eye. She stands and enters her bathroom where she keeps her jewelry and other girly stuff… She picks up a heart shaped necklace case, and opens it. “I thought I was okay… But I realized that I made a mistake” She whispered again as she eyed the diamond necklace inside as more tears fell down her face. She rubbed her finger up and down the diamond part.

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Sitting in a Dairy Queen, with food, and her boyfriend in front of her. “I thought you would have stopped wearing that by now” he said as she looked at him curiously and responds with “why? I like it” and smiles.
He shrugs as he comments “It’s just I didn’t think you’d still be wearing that… I just thought it was gonna be wore once or twice”
“well..” She started and stoped as she blushed, and never spoke her heart before. He looked up from the necklace to her curiously hoping she would finish her sentence. “um… well when I wear it… even when you aren’t near… I still feel… well you know… like you’re still close” She quickly blushed more and buried her face down towards the food in front of her.
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Sighing still with tears strolling down her face she walks back over to her bed in her bedroom and grabs a frog that he bought her. “My days ain’t the same… maybe you should of stayed” she hugs the frog tightly in her arms, as she burst out crying.

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On valentines day, in a walmart a girl and boy stand near the stuffed animal section. He smiles as he says “you like this one?”
She eyed the stuffed dog that he had in his hands, and responds “umm…”
He nods guessing that she meant ‘no’. Then he pulls out a frog and asks “What about this one?”
She grins and grabs it from his hands instantly and nods.
Once home he points to the eyes of the frog, then the heart that it was holding, and then to her.. It took her a few moments but she figured out he was saying “I love you”.
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Hugging the frog tighter, she whispers out through her tears “The mistakes you made… Weren’t that bad… and I wish that I could just go back, and erase that… I said some things, that I didn’t mean… Trying to change, your ways..”

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At school the girl comes up behind the boy who is sitting on a computer watching Naruto on a YouTube.com and says “We’re hungry… when are you going to lunch?”
“I’m not really sure” He said without taking his eyes off of the computer screen.
She stood there watching the muted characters while thinking “He hasn’t came to eat lunch with me for the past week… I’m lonely… and I’m tired of eating by myself.”
He notices that she never left from behind him and says “Go ahead, I’ll be there in about five minutes.”
“Promise?”
“Ya”
She nods with a smile, five minutes of loneliness wasn’t that bad. So she left to the lunch room. She grabs her food and eats slowly as she eyes the clock; 11:50am. She smiles big as she thinks of in only five minutes he’ll be here. But as she eyes the clock more, time passes, and her lunch tray is finally empty… Two lunch periods have came and gone, and she refuses to give up on him, and eyes the clock; 12:58pm. “Maybe our teacher just held him up………… or something.” She thought. But soon all lunch periods were done it was 1:20pm. A lunch lady who knew the girl well sits down next to her and says “we’ve gotta close this place up, don’t you have class?”
“Ya, but he doesn’t care if we eat lunch for a good while as long as we’re done with our assignments.” The girl responded.
“Well, okay… but you have to leave now, we’re gonna lock this place up”
The girl nods and drops her tray off at the cleaning spot for them, and heads back to the room to see what held him up. … She finds him on the same computer watching more Naruto. “O_O … HE’S BEEN THERE THE WHOLE TIME!?” she screamed inside her mind. She walks up to him and pokes him on the shoulder, as he looks at her.
“Oh, gotta go to class” he says as he closes the computer windows and stands.
“w-wait..” she says keeping herself from breaking down.
“huh?” he grabs his books and looks at her.
“You were supposed to come to lunch five minutes after we talked.” She said with puppy eyes.
“oh.. I just got busy”
“With what?”
“the computer”
“You mean… Naruto.”
“If you want to break up with me, the go ahead!”
“o.o … FINE!” she shouts with hurt written all over her face. And he walks off as she feels like crumpling into the floor crying. She couldn’t believe what she just said… It wasn’t fine… It was just the only word that seem to come out.. Naruto? Is Naruto more important than she is? She waited that whole entire time to just have her bubble bursted, and to find out she was worth cr**?
Once home she text messages him:
“Do you still love me?”
“I don’t know” was his response.
“Just a small fight? People always get back together after the first fight… and this one was kinda petty… what does he mean he doesn’t know!?” she thought with fear in her eyes.
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“But it’s over now… But it’s over now” she continues telling herself as tears continue to stroll down her face. At some point she ends up crying herself to sleep, only to be woken back up from a dream of her and him getting back together. “torcher” she thought.
“I thought I was okay… but now I realized I made a mistake…” she thought more. She then lays back down and thinks “I thought I was over you… but I want you back” tears fall down her face as she adds “I thought I had you out of my mind, but now I want you back” and as she drifts back off to sleep she whispers out through her cries “I really… love… you”

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So sad. >.<